102

我真的很不开心。妈妈为什么你要这样对我？

我又哭了，哭好累。

我真的很伤心。为什么你对我那么冷淡？

我做错了什么？对你来说我是可有可无的人还是你的阿四？

我帮忙做家务，是，那些简单的家务需要每天做的就不算得了是工作是劳力吗？

难到一定要是檫完整个家的地板，檫完整个家的窗口门户才叫家务？？？

你说我每天出去我可以cut down，但是我留在家你也有东西骂，说我整天在家做了什么，说了就说：“很伟大吗？这个家你也有份的！”。

你回到家家里没人也有得骂，家务做了你又有东西骂？！

我朋友说你是累了每有东西发泄，但？为什么要发泄在我身上？？

回答你说我顶你，不答你你就越讲越过分。

他们说我take it 太认真了。你是我妈，你以前不是这样的。你会有说有笑，是个很风趣幽默的妈妈。

你有什么要求或不满意你可以说出来嘛。我们是一家人但是为什么你要冷淡的眼神和我说话？

弟弟做的家务是家务我的就不是？

我承认我之前出得太过分但我有改过啊！

在家陪你，你看电视不说话。说话说我吵到你。

我和朋友和男朋友出去，说说废话喝个茶我可以有得笑。有时候不是我不想留在家但，在家我可以做什么？家务？

弟弟你鼓励他们出去说怕他们没有朋友像nerd nerd的样子。有道理吗？

他们出到凌晨才回到家又怎样？

我要20岁了，我和你在20岁的时代不一样当然我的生活方式也不一样。不可以拿我和你来比。

弟弟们你能体谅，那我呢？

连和男朋友光明正大有去约会都不大敢更你说。

你一直说你是个开明的妈妈，当你有心情的时候你是。当你没心情时我真的不懂你。自相矛盾（？）

妈，你今年生病做手术的样子我还记得还是那么的心痛。

但，现在的你是被宠坏了吗？

101st

today is 11.11.11 lol.. means no matter u wrote it in American style or British style u are both right for today xD

some one said it's single day but i don think so.. can't u see that's TWO 1 stick together?

:) however since it's my 101 post n it's gonna post about my baby's Birthday!!

pity him.. being wrap n need 99 signature to release him..

Now he's damn famous in the campus a d lah..

photo from Joshua xD why make up??!!!!!!!! ARGHH..

he so skinny! "too tight lah!" he complained..

at night i gave him a surprise although i don know is it surprise for him.. i ajak his friends together for dinner instate of both of us..

i think u all knew this place xD TGI FRIDAY! haha.. holding a chili souse bottle n act as a mic

blow the candle from this distance? r u serious?

Yeah~! but he did it :)

happy birthday! well.. someone just try to push this head down but failed even me tried to do so..

hahahahaaaa..

kaca! cheeeeeseeee* :)

wish u all the best in the future and studies.. muaxxx! :)

cya~

100th

:D the 100Th post since i stop using any title..
why? cause i can't think of any title every time.. lol..
ahh... last week was my 'blur' week.. so blur in everything..
at lease this week I'm more 'awake'.. oh ya..

kinda worry :S a bit bit..
hope everything goes on well n smooth that's wat i wish..
*worried*


aargghhh... shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

people scared of grow old but some more they might just jealous of some others can grow old together with their loves one :)well.. like it 200% out of 100 ==

99th

last night i accidentally hurt my loves one..
i feel so sorry to u baby.. although u said I'm forgiven already but i still feel bad about it..
i miss u crazy right now but i scared u will choose to ignore me..
DAMN damn damn.. wat i do to have u near.. i wish u were here..

i really don meant it.. 10 months time wasn't short for our age.. i knew..
i can't forgive myself since last night..
like that's a swore poke inside my heart n made me can't say a single words.. =(

Damn.. i hate myself

98th

I don know why I'm so down today.. feel like can cry any time..

ya i am sensitive, i am emotional.. i can't read humans mind i can't even read mine so forgive me, forgive me being emotional because my heart just took over my mind n soul..

PMS.. watever.. usually i can take over it but this time something is try to break my cover that protects me..

but u know u can calm me easily with ur patience n hugs

for the ppl who like to do this here u r.. some how may be u don hate that person but maybe u just dislike wat they do before u make it clear n before u know the story.. rumours really kill lots of thing ok..

curious kills cat but rumours kills innocent people

97th

in love with thai song, due to doing research have to look for difference bands in asia n i get to know him! TOR SAKSIT.. this song means 'i love you' so sweet! n so nice! :D

Title: รักเธอ / Ruk Tur (I Love You)

Artist: ToR+ Saksit (โต๋)
Album: Living in C Major
Year: 2007

เคยไหมบางทีที่เธอต้องการพูดอะไรออกไป
koie mai baang tee tee ter dtong gaan poot a-rai ok bpai
Have there ever been a time that you wanted to say something?
เคยไหมบางทีคำพูดมันไม่ยอมตรงกันกับใจ
koie mai baang tee kam poot man mai yom dtrong gan gap jai
Has there ever been a time that the words refused to come out right?
ทั้งที่พยายาม และไม่ว่าจะเตรียมตัว สักขนาดไหน
tang tee pa-yaa-yaam lae mai waa ja dtriam dtua sak ka-naat nai
Even though your try, and regardless how much you practiced
เหมือนฉันเองที่กำลังเผชิญหน้าความเป็นจริง
meuan chan eng tee gam-lang pay-chern naa kwaam bpen jing
Like I’m facing reality
และถึงแม้ข้างในพยายามพูดออกไปให้หมดทุกสิ่ง
lae teung mae kaang nai pa-yaa-yaam poot ok bpai hai mot took sing
And though inside I try to say everything
อย่างที่ตั้งใจ
yaang tee dtang jai
Like I planned

* แต่มัน ก็เหมือนเคย ไม่ว่าจะเปิดเผยสักเท่าไร
dtae man gor meuan koie mai waa ja bpert poie sak tao-rai
But, as usual, regardless of how much I open up
เมื่อต้องพูดคำนั้น เสียงฉันมันก็หายไป
meua dtong poot kam nan siang chan man gor haai bpai
When I have to say those words, my voice disappears

** อ่านปากของฉันนะ ว่า (รักเธอ)
aan bpaak kong chan na waa ( rak ter )
Read it from my lips, (I love you)
อยากจะพูดอีกครั้ง ว่า (รักเธอ)
yaak ja poot eek krang waa ( rak ter )
I want to say it again (I love you)
และจะเป็นอย่างนี้ กับเธอไม่ว่านานสักเท่าไร
lae ja bpen yaang nee gap ter mai waa naan sak tao-rai
And I will be like this, with you, no matter how long
ไม่ต้องกลัวว่าฉันจะรักใคร
mai dtong glua waa chan ja rak krai
You don’t have to be afraid that I’ll love anyone else
ไม่ต้องห่วงว่าฉัน เปลี่ยนหัวใจ
mai dtong huang waa chan bplian hua jai
No need to worry that I’ll have a change of heart
ฉันจะเป็นอย่างนี้ จะ (รักเธอ) ตลอดไป
chan ja bpen yaang nee ja ( rak ter ) dta-lot bpai
I’ll be like this, I’ll (love you) forever

ฉันรู้ดีว่าบางทีมันก็ดูเหมือนน่ารำคาญ
chan roo dee waa baang tee man gor doo meuan naa ram-kaan
I know well that sometimes it seems frustrating
แต่ฉันจะพยายามที่จะพูดออกไปให้หมดทุกสิ่ง
dtae chan ja pa-yaa-yaam tee ja poot ok bpai hai mot took sing
But I’ll try to say everything
ให้หมดทั้งหัวใจ
hai mot tang hua jai
From my entire heart

(*, **)

แต่ว่ามัน ก็เหมือนเคย ไม่ว่าจะเปิดเผยสักเท่าไร
dtae waa man gor meuan koie mai waa ja bpert poie sak tao-rai
But, as usual, regardless of how much I open up
เมื่อต้องพูดคำนั้น เสียงฉันมันก็หายไป
meua dtong poot kam nan siang chan man gor haai bpai
When I have to say those words, my voice disappears

(**)

จะย้ำด้วยคำๆนี้ ว่ารักเธอ ไม่ยอมรักใคร
ja yam duay kam-kam nee waa rak ter mai yom rak krai
I’ll keep repeating these words, that I love you, and I refuse to love anyone else

96th

‎45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

95th

Monday! (cheering happily)(after few second: shyt it's only Monday... sien diaol.......)

:S

well... i just passed by Janice's thumble... hehe.. kena! she knew i copy her post n past on mine.. hahahaaa.. lazy lah sis.. u know me =P

*****

last friday..

due to celine n janice go something on for their college they never come for work 0.0

due to an event meiling wasn't in the office until 4pm 0.0

due to something something something simon not in the office 0.0

due to something again edmund went out n not in the office 0.0

due to the new intern want to go to don know where n lunch time they can't have lunch with me 0.0

WTH.. SADDDDD.. *ring ring* lucky i got my baby :)

he finished class early n hanging out with the friend n he (n his friends) come all the way to putra height n have lunch with me :D (HAPPY)

nelson, brandon, joshua... they're friendly.. know their names for a super long time but met in 1st time ==

grand that my baby boy got nice friends around him..

but they are all super naughty! (haihzz)

why i leave the receipt in the car lah weii... T.T

night my baby promised me fetch me to either kl sentral or LRT station for my penang trip :)

although he can't make it for penang but he promised me we r going to Singapore :D wweeeeeee~

(realize that's something until now i still can't really go through it :( nvm.. IGNORE IT BITCH.. :) big smile* )

gonna kick the headache away.. last night got ch massage for me yeah~ how about today? blek*

*********

i think 99% of girls will be fine even she's truly mad.. :)

Girl's Language :

If She Don't Text You :
- It's Because She's Waiting For You To Text Her

When She Walks Away From You Mad :
- Follow Her

When Shes Quiet :
- Ask Her What's Wrong

When She Ignores You :
- Give Her Your Attention

When She Pushes YOU AWAY :
- Pull Her BACK

When You See Her Crying :
- Wipe Her Tears & Ask What's Wrong

When She Says Go Away :
- Just Go Close To Her & Give Her Hug

94th

this is a non-copyright from my lovely sis Janice.. she had blogged about the night at Zouk and i felt that it's fun.. as i said.. it's fun.. here we go..

http://janicious.tumblr.com/

Finally I have time to write a blog. I had a happening weekend. How about yours? On the Friday night, I went Zouk with my boss and colleagues. I hoped that you will be there as well, but when I knew, he is there and you will never show up. However, the night was awesome. Especially Chi Kei and I enjoyed to the max. Chi Kei is the new intern in our company. She was a cheerleader before and thus she was awesome when it comes to dance! We grabbed people’s attention although we did not dance on the dance floor. There were 3 foreigner came to intro themselves. We replied them friendly. However, I was at fault to tell them I’ve no boyfriend. It happened so quickly. He hugged my waist and wanted to bring me to his friends. I was at shocked and I turned behind. What I saw was our five men were all standing up behind me and stared at them. My boss then walked up, asked me what’s wrong. He then pulled me away from that dude, and stared at the dude. We were protecting behind our people and happily saying bye bye to the foreigners. We were so playful and naughty. Due to this, no one came to intro themselves anymore but only watching us dance at side. It was my third time seeing my lovely boss showed up his fierce face. However, there was so interesting when it came to Chong! His dancing style was way awesome and cute. Everyone laughed at him but we all enjoyed. We then headed to supper at Sunway Mentari at 3 plus in the morning. Nothing beats the moment. I reached home at 5am and slept at 6am.

wkakakakakaaaaaa... exactly wat was going on that night so i just copy n paste it xDDDD

BLEK!

93rd

__another lovely picture from my colleague Celine

hiya~ penang here i come..

weeeeeee~~~~

i can't wait to see all my lovely friends :)

Maliewann, shannie, jia min, naeem, theeban...

like got grab stuff from facebook..

do u guys know Big Bang? the cool rapper TOP?

he shows that nothing is impossible man..

if u think u can't, u can't.. understand wat i mean?

but sometimes some energy that u can't explain will try to push u down n snap away all ur confident.. this thing happen to me before too..

now i just follow my heart.. although it's hard..

check this out:

hahaha.. so handsome man xD

two person fight to each other, the person who said sorry 1st doesn't mean he/ she lost..

he/ she just more treasure what they got between them more than another person.

but sometimes i was thinking, u apologize once, twice, three times, four times, fif, six, seven...

another person still don appreciate it.. what to do?

they will only realize when it's gone.. or almost gone..

cya~~

__follow ur heart

92nd

Blue Thursday =( result was out.. omg.. the worst result i ever had..

my french just pass, at lease don need to resit for any shyt lah..

haihz... must work double hard for next term... it's getting harder n harder =X

must maintain my result so that after diploma i still can continue degree with a reason..

*****

(Tuesday) went to Klang for a meeting who knows it done within 40 min.. oh well.... snack time...

told u i'm getting fat.. now u believe that?

this shop since 80's if i'm not mistaken.. famous with their yao yao bing (shake shake ice?) anyway.. it had a lot of favour got traditional longgan (as picture shown), bobo caca, red bean, sweetcorn and etc.. n the fried chicken seriously remind me of my grandma who staying in Kampar..

yao yao ice with fried chicken with mei ling

this is actually wat saw at PUTRA HEIGHT, SELANGOR, MALAYSIA went we are on our way to Klang for a meeting..

my god.. so cute n so surprise.. the mother looks like japanese thought n wat that did were so 'la japun'

*****

went to sg.buloh all the way for dinner with family.. for my mum's birthday n also for my auntie cause her husband n her came back from Singapore last week ends (but now chao a d lah)

eat 'pun choi (Cantonese)' well.. overall not bad.. n my uncle's friend bought my mum a bottle of red wine.. the normal wine for me not too hard to drink still can accept n my uncles finish it.. lol..

so naughty n so cute..

my mummy n HaoHao :)

taken this look time ago but no matter how many time i saw this still cute :)

cya...

I'm not a Christian but this little cartoon is meaningful..

this might be just a small little stone that he missed out n hit on me..

will not give up =)

91st

it's true and this is wat i looking for now :)

don live for others people's life..

btw, i'm getting fatter after i work in Cruz Event =="

(NOOOOO~~~~~) my boy boy must be complain.. hhhmmmmmmm..

control control..

cya~

90th

hi ya~ i'm in the office again :)

love this picture that taken by my dear Celine..

thankx girl.. btw.. it's currently my new profile picture d.. :P

enjoying donimo's pizza in the office while watching Hell's Kitchen.. yes chef! push ur limit!!

=) going to klang for a meeting later.... without boss.. oh my.. should be fine.. hehe..

my zhu just bought an ipad2.. aleeeee.. show off a d.. hehe.. baby! i want to play ur ipad2!!! let's take picture with it.. hehe..

going to penang this week!!!

count down 3 more days!!!!!!!

i'm gonna met all my lovely DT37 once again!!

Maliewann i'm gonna sit n sleep with u!!

Shannie, jiamin, theeban, naeem and so on.. miss u guys like crazy..

now a days only can spamming each other on facebook.. that's sad man!

miss u guys.. muaxxx

cya~

89th

ok.. i'm sad.. right now.. but i'm not gonna mention the reason..

currently event that happen in Cruz Event is the Alamanda, Putra Jaya. Tayota road show.

i was there for the set up.. CRAZY.. 10 pm until 4am but yet!

it's not the end.. boss allowed me n meiling to go back early..

but until 1 something 2 i tak tahan already =(

guess wat?!

my boss allowed me to sleep :D such a nice boss right n he pass to me the camry 2.0 G car key

O.O"?!

GET TO TAKE A NAP IN THE BRAND NEW CAMRY 2.0 G!! omg.. it's soooooooooooo comfortable n i'm really fall asleep..

n the camry car key is actually a controller ------ it doesn't have a key.. DAMN COOL!

when i'm holding the car controller my boss who want to move the car can just start the engine and move on.. 0.0 [that time i just woke up still bur so i didn't realize he never ask me for the 'key' and sleep back]

with this we don need a key :)

n same to the Toyota Prius.. another cool car.. when u holding the controller without pressing anything u can open the car door O.O???!!!!

i tried it :D so cool~~ :)

gonna work for the road show again tomorrow with the 4 pretty talent :)

another 10 to 10..

wish me luck..

cya

88th

Se ami due persone nello stesso momento, scegli la seconda, perche se amassi veramente la prima non ti saresti innamorato della seconda.
--Johnny Depp

If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one, because if you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second

--Jonny Depp

well, found it on facebook.. some how it true but to fall into this situation you have to know how to love. if you don know how to love u love neither one. true?

and i found the beer song xD so cuteeeeeeeeeeee

n it goes like this..

DOH, I want a pint of beer,

RAY, the guy who serves me beer,

ME, the one who drinks the beer.

FAH, a long way to the john.

SOH, I'll have another beer!

LAH, ger, lager, lager, beer,

TEA, no thanks I'll have a beer,

and that bring us back to DOH!

:) many thing may confuse you.. follow ur heart, if u feel like leave it aside right now just do it.. just throw it behind.. times will comes time will goes on.. n some time when u leave it it will unknock it automatically.. or time will lend u to a better way

FOLLOW UR HEART n WORK it out!

87th

second week of training..

omg.. i can't believe that 1st week training then can go 'socialise' already xD too fast?

but it's fun! Zuet.... ermmm not bad.. :P don want to comment about it right now..

i fall in love with Volkswagen GOLF 1.4!! love it! wanted to take photo but nahhhh don want to be like wanna be.. *paise* but well.. one day :) i will find my way to take picture with those nice car :D

might going to penang with my beloved DT37 next week.. 90% perhaps.. hehe 10% increased..

went to 3k with my beloved SuAnn :) before that i bought her to my campus hehe.. she hates me... then teman her watch nasi lemak 2.0 but kinda sad was i found out the baba in the movie was passed away last night.. RIP baba :(

ok.. back to yesterday.. after movie we went to ROXY n La Senza for window shopping.. ahhhh! almost lost control.. we promise each other for girl shopping already :D here we go!

cya~ w b c

C I A R A, come on

Pull up your pants, just like him
Take out the trash, just like him
Getting your cash like him, fast like him
Girl you wanna act like he did

I?m talking 'bout, security codes on everything
On vibrate so your phone don?t ever ring
A foreign account
And another one he don?t know about

Wish we could switch up the roles and I could be that
Tell you I love you but when you call, I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me, like 'Where you be at?'
'Cuz I?m out, four in the morning on the corner rolling doing my own thing

What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry
Would the rules change up or would they still apply
If I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?

Girl go ahead and be just like him
Go run the streets just like him
Go home missin' sleep like 'em, creep like 'em
Front wit' you friends, act hard when you with them like him

Keep a straight face when you tell a lie
Always keep an air tight alibi
Keep it hid in the dark
What he don?t know won?t break his heart

Wish we could switch up the roles and I could be that
Tell you I love you but when you call, I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me, like 'Where you be at?'
'Cuz I?m out, four in the morning on the corner rolling doing my own thing

What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry
Would the rules change up or would they still apply
If I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?

If I was always gone, hit the sun getting home
Told you I was with my crew when I knew it wasn?t true
If I act like you, walked a mile off in your shoes
Messing with your head again, dose of your own medicine

What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry
Would the rules change up or would they still apply
If I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?

R A go
Here?s the clutch

If I paged you, would you like that?
Had friends, would you like that?
With a car, would you like that?
Hell nah, you wouldn?t like that, no

What if I made you cry, would they still apply?
What if I, if I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can?t handle that?

86th

girl : "Am I too hot for you?"

boy: (hug) "Yes you are baby."

girl : "Then why are you still holding me?" (try to push him away)

boy: "Because I am willing to get burn." (pull her back and hug her tight)

sweet right... haha.. but all this drama rarely happened in real life thought..

wearing casual to work is so cool~ hehe.. sorry for my other friends that still have to wear formal to work for this training.. *blek~*

DAVID GUETTA is one of the weird artist or DJ that i ever seen..

he, himself in his music video but he don sing or rap or say a single word haha..

but no matter wat, he's freaking AWESOME alright?

i want to dance so badly :)

(ps: btw, the speaker that i'm using in the office is awesome.. got beat and base xD)

It's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with the best of 'em
You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A centerfold miracle, lyrical
You've saved my life again
And I want you to know baby

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Verse 2]
Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
There's no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I've been rescued
I've been set free
I am hypnotized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are... And I want you to know baby

[Bridge]
No one compares
You stand alone, to every record I own
Music to my heart that's what you are
A song that goes on and on

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

I love you...like a love song...

cya~

85th

i'm crazy with this yummy sweet macaroons.. yummy~ love it so much.. so if i got free time "IF" lah.. i feel like try to bake it.. this small dessert quite expensive thought..

here we go~

Parisian-Style Lemon Macaroons

For the lemon-curd filling:
4 ounces (1 stick) unsalted butter
1 cup superfine sugar
3 large eggs, beaten Zest of 2 lemons
Juice of 2 lemons

For the macaroons:
1 cup almond flour
1 1⁄4 cups confectioners’ sugar
3 large egg whites, at room temperature
Pinch of salt
3⁄4 cup superfine sugar
10 drops yellow food coloring

1. Prepare the lemon curd: Melt the butter in a double boiler over low heat. Gradually whisk in the remaining ingredients. Continue to whisk until curd is thick enough to hold the whisk’s marks, 6 to 10 minutes. Transfer to a bowl, cover the surface with plastic wrap and cool in the refrigerator for about 1 hour.

2. Preheat the oven to 320 degrees. Place one cookie sheet on top of another and line the top sheet with parchment paper or Silpat. Sift together the almond flour and confectioners’ sugar into a large bowl. In a mixing bowl fitted with a whisk, whip 2 of the egg whites and salt to stiff peaks.

3. Combine the superfine sugar and 1/4 cup water in a small heavy-bottomed saucepan. Stir over medium heat and from time to time brush the edges with hot water using a pastry brush. When the syrup reaches 241 degrees or the “soft ball” stage on a candy thermometer, whisk the syrup into the stiff egg whites in a thin steady stream. Continue whisking until the meringue forms soft peaks.

4. Using a fork, work the remaining egg white into the almond flour-sugar mixture to make a smooth wet paste. Stir a quarter of the meringue into the almond paste to moisten, then gently fold in the remaining meringue and the food coloring. Using a pastry bag fitted with a 1/2-inch round tip, pipe 1 1⁄4-inch rounds on the cookie sheet. Gently tap the pan on the work surface to settle the meringue peaks. Let stand until a skin forms, about 20 to 30 minutes.

5. Bake with the door slightly ajar for 12 minutes; rotate the pan then bake for another 12 minutes. When cool, sandwich two macaroons together with a dollop of lemon curd. Let stand in the refrigerator for 12 to 24 hours. Makes 35 to 40 macaroons.

84th

alolo... today is my 1st day of training... omg.. n wat i am doing...
so many thing that happen in term4 but i never post about it at all..

from term4 started to video taking to desaru tour to study until 3 4 am to went to new club together n yadayada...

currently working in the CRUZ EVENT & COMMUNICATION COMPANY located in putra height.
ok wat... no jam xD but most of my friends all work in KL :(

well... last week some1 made me feel super duper paise.. aarrgghhhh.. the guy who gonna buy me macaroon & famous amos today..hehe.. thankx ya baby.. kakakkaakkaaaaaaaa...



since you knew wat song i like d then i post one more FOR U alright?

Bring the beat in!

Honey, honey
I can see the stars all the way from here
Can't you see the glow on the window pane?
I can feel the sun whenever you're near
Every time you touch me I just melt away

Now everybody asks me why I'm smiling out from ear to ear (They say love hurts)
But I know (It's gonna take the real work)
Nothing's perfect, but it's worth it after fighting through my fears
And finally you put me first

Baby it's you.
You're the one I love.
You're the one I need.
You're the only one I see.
Come on baby it's you.

You're the one that gives your all.
You're the one I can always call.
When I need you make everything stop.
Finally you put my love on top.

Oh! Come on baby.
You put my love on top, top, top, top, top.
You put my love on top.
Oh Oh! Come on baby.
You put my love on top, top, top, top, top.
My love on top.
My love on top.

Come on baby
I can hear the wind whipping past my face.
As we dance the night away.
Boy your lips taste like a night of champagne.
As I kiss you again, and again, and again and again.

Now everybody asks me why I'm smiling out from ear to ear (They say love hurts)
But I know (It's gonna take the real work)
Nothing's perfect, but it's worth it after fighting through my fears.
And finally you put me first.

83rd

usher -- hey, daddy

Baby, I just wanna get your attention
I really wanna be all up in your head
Cause when I got you're gonna wanna get some yeah
But girl that's only if you ain't scared
And I won't knock or ring no bells
You just poke that bottom up in the air
I'll get you hot, I know you oh so well
And when I'm walk in, all that I wanna hear

Is you say Daddy's home, home for me
And I know you've been waiting for this love in your day
You know your daddy's home (daddy's home), and it's time to play (so it's time to play)
So you ain't got to give my loving away
So all my ladies say hey hey hey daddy
(Hey hey hey daddy)So all my ladies say hey hey hey daddy
(Hey hey hey daddy)

I ain't gotta do a lot of flexin'
Shorty you already know what it is
And girl tonight we're gonna do a lot of sexin'Can't nobody do your body like this ohh

Poke it on out poke it out right there
I'm a fall back while you work that chair
Do that damn thing let the neighbors hear (Hey hey hey daddy)
Poke it on out poke it out right thereI'm a fall back let you work that chair
Do that damn thing all I wanna hear

Is you say Daddy's home, home for m
And I know you've been waiting for this lovin' all dayYou know your daddy's home (daddy's home), it's time to play (so it's time to play)
So you ain't got to give my loving away

Daddy's home, home for me
And I know you've been waiting for this love in your day
You know your daddy's home (daddy's home), it's time to play (so it's time to play)
So you ain't got to give my loving away

So all my ladies say hey hey hey daddy

Hey hey hey daddy (call me daddy babe)
So all my ladies say hey hey hey daddy

Hey hey hey daddy

Hey daddy know what you like yeah




wish he will sing this song to me.. but "WISH LAH"
he wont know, i wont tell :)
everything was so messy at the moment.. problems problems problems
pull me out from all this shyt pls..
i want to chop myself a d..
where's my 'home' (shoulder) 'daddy' (u) [where's ur shoulder, i need it now]

82nd

it's my big day yesterday :)

it's my bday n day trip to kuala gandah..
thx for the friends who support me n make it to the trip. *thankx

I'm not feeling well in this few days so = I'm sick!

for the trip.. all i can said will be..
the bus driver.. u r awesome
the weather.. u r hot like a American babe ==

for my day..
thx for the wishes
thx for the hugs
thx my boy boy taking care of me whole day

end here** update when i fully recover

81st

Burn by Usher

Girl, understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's coming from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feeling ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't coming back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Oh oh oh oh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my boo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours
I'mma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gonna learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
you know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Bridge]
I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (oh)
I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oh
Ooh ooh oh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oh ooh oh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

for me.. im the other way round.. i want to burn it but i want to hold it back still (am i?)... usher is the best whenever i'm moody..

i want to work this out.. i really want to.. but now everything goes not on me..

i really hate this feeling.......... sorry.. i'm sorry.. just feel like saying sorry but if u ask me why, i will answer i don know..

80th

i... had made a very painful decision..

i never thought of i will actually do it..
the word 'LOVE' is a drug.. i can't do anything after i had addicted to it..

now i know the feeling.. suffer.. this feeling is more xin ku than i thought..

compare to training here this feeling is more suffer then working with stress n without pay..

i love u.. from deep of my heart.

i think we r the most weird couple in this world babe..
as long as u r happy with ur life i'm fine..

thx for the time, thx for the patience..
however, this is something between us k..

i still believe in one day, we both still holding hands n walking to the lan tia ta in France k..
i believe in fate, i believe in myself, i believe in u..

but somehow i wish i had a really bad case of cancel or heart attack or something like this.. just pass away n gone from this world..
told u a d right.. wat if i really die young..

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've
Never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there's a
Boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

nowadays my heart there always feel very pain.. i don know wat's going on with it..
now the feeling in my heart over take the feeling from the physical heart pain.. ouch..

i wish.. i had no tomorrow.. just end here, stop here, cause i had enough.. pls i ask for it.. pls..........
i serious scared one day i can't stand anymore n i'll fall.. if like that i rather end early..

79th

haihz... i start hating myself for easy 'hap cou' =(
feeling killing myself aahhhhhhhhhhhhh...

i shall.... erm... i don know...
i love this song... how nice if i know guitar :)
cause u n i both love..

it's a kinda old song.. but who said old songs can't be nice right :)

**thx for the tiramissu**

--to the man that i always mention--

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now,
Oh love, no
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore, mmm...
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have to go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see me now
well then I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words.

78th

hey I'm blogging! finally..

?! blog? r u in ur training right now? yes

then why r u still blogging?? cause here too sien a d lahhhhh..

yesterday went back Taylor's to promote the tours.. n guess wat..
we met up with some bloody hell ppl.. ==
B***hy face.. beh tahan this kind of ppl.. maybe is we really don know them well or whatever but as u study this subject 1st impression really important n we believe they fail..
wish will never see them again.. n i will never support whatever event that they organize..
u r senior.. "ya damn right".. lucky i'm not in ur class or else i will miss out a lot of fun..

KL's weather is bad.... really bad nowadays..
rain almost everyday.. n i hate the transportation! sick of it.. argghhh..

n i don really like this hotel though.. can smoke inside ==

now the most most most important thing for me to settle is fill up the Kuala Gandah bus.. haihz..

how come they don really know Kuala Gandah? today i realize its on the Maggie Hot Cup ==

so surprise...
well, the lastest event that happened in the office will be our beloved Shannie's Bday!!

10 students 1 office.. cheeseeeeeeeeee DT35 + DT37~~

i got the one n only strawberry from the bday cake xD

yumm yummy~ in the end we share lah.. but i got the 1st bite.. *smile*

see 9 girls n the only man xD

*****

this bendan made two u-turn in our own housing area yesterday.. xD
he said when he with me he like getting stupid.. so mean right.. mean i getting smarter lo? xD
love u baby..
mon mari.. je taime

77th

training time.. 1st few days kinda miss class...

if only class.. go class, lecture, assessment, assignment.. DONE..

now working..

8.5 hours work + 4 hours travel per day.. damn cool....

the work is fine for me but the travel makes me tired..

if not it will be perfect! shit u man..

not really in good mood nowadays...

no why n don ask why although the reason in my heart..

so shut up.. shhhtt

Friday die weii..

after work reach home already 7.30 then 8.30 Awesome cheer gym..

gg.. lucky i'm spotter..

WHAT THE HELL WHAT THE HELL U SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!! i don know wat i'm typing also.. just follow the mood..