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Saturday, February 28, 2009

*Speech less...*


Vulcanz Family~ once a cheerleader, always cheerleader


Drama~~ haha XD


haihz......

finding something..
looking for something..
but...
wat is it?

i don know..
i don understand..
i can't find a point to stay on..

haihz..

life less...

i wan to have fun... but where can i get it?
quite long never have fun with friends liao..

i wan to walk out of the box who block me.. n my eyeside.. i wan to see the world(?)

wat is my charcater?
at home? ermm... don know..
in class? ermmm.. lagi no idea..
in cheer? at lease i know something (hehe..) but stress.. LOL..

another question..
single or couple.. which 1 better?

single u can do watever u like got freedom, no ppl will care about u,
u can do watever u like.. go wherever u wan to go..

couple u won lonely, feel sweet, maybe sometime will fight or watever but as long as still love n trust each other n_n.. but less freedom(?), have to care about the ppl u love..

now i don like to talk much..
like life less.. no mood...
do watever talk watever also have to look at my mood..
LOL..

feel like wan jump in the world like anime world, novel or comic watever n just stay there enjoy all the thingy looks like impossible althought it's fake..
LOL..
i really life less man!! uggghhh

Yoy.. be cool man.. ;-_-; emo is depend on mood already.. LOL

feel like somebody was inside my heart..
but..
who is it?
i can't think of anything........... feel so...-__-(don know how to explain..)
who is the He?

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

New Game? lolx

helo..
back? lame..
ok fine..

haihz... i can feel the same think from my friend kena fight but still wan to help the friend..
wat to do.. buddy wat..
so i join them
hahax

but my school was so lame.. i almost can't find any fun out of my class..
all the ppl thinking diff thingy, gossip about..
spoil ppl's fame..
haihz..
sick about it

i found something new~
i'm not as mad as last time when i saw him a d..
yeah.. *clap*clap*
i just don care cause i found out this world got more fun n more life man..
hehe..
that's so many ppl n guys in this world..

haha.. i wan to study well cause that's my future n....
i wan more freedom..
not my parents never gave me just i wan more but i wan to show my dad i can handle everything n i wan to show his girlgirl had been really grow up (think so?)
hehe..
so star from now i will try my best to hit my wish.. ^^

love music so much..

Saturday, February 14, 2009

The Best Valentine's







XP
busy week for haven said,
making cookies with suann n asma at mas's house..

get ready the valentine's gift in madh's house... for don know how many days n nights..
LOL..
tired siao..
i'm sick of paper now..
LOL..
but fun haha..
work as a team.. but even practising for competition also better than this LOL..
i'm serious..

actually i thought i will stay alone in this valentine's week,
ya firstly i thought yes but on valentine's night i got my best day in 2009!
Fun man!!
meet new friends, dance together, play together..
feel the music baby, do it feel it baby..
haha XDD

n this is the 1st year i got so many gift for valentine..
maybe because of this year is last year at school gua..

I LOVE YOU, my friendss ~'*muax muax*'~ XP

Monday, February 9, 2009

Day by day

Leave
Yeah
Finally I realize that I am noting without you
I was so wrong, forgive me..
ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be romoved like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)
Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out 'I miss you'
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety bacause I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don't look back n leave
Don't find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in someway
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye

If we pass by each other on the streets
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly
Always be happy with him, (so) I won't even get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if noting happened

Don't look back n leave
Don't find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in someway
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

I hope your heart feels relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
It would've hurt less if we didn'y meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
i pray for you

Don't look back n leave
Don't find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in someway
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Don't look back n leave
Don't find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in someway
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don't lie, lie
You're my heart, say goodbye