80th

i... had made a very painful decision..

i never thought of i will actually do it..
the word 'LOVE' is a drug.. i can't do anything after i had addicted to it..

now i know the feeling.. suffer.. this feeling is more xin ku than i thought..

compare to training here this feeling is more suffer then working with stress n without pay..

i love u.. from deep of my heart.

i think we r the most weird couple in this world babe..
as long as u r happy with ur life i'm fine..

thx for the time, thx for the patience..
however, this is something between us k..

i still believe in one day, we both still holding hands n walking to the lan tia ta in France k..
i believe in fate, i believe in myself, i believe in u..

but somehow i wish i had a really bad case of cancel or heart attack or something like this.. just pass away n gone from this world..
told u a d right.. wat if i really die young..

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've
Never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there's a
Boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

nowadays my heart there always feel very pain.. i don know wat's going on with it..
now the feeling in my heart over take the feeling from the physical heart pain.. ouch..

i wish.. i had no tomorrow.. just end here, stop here, cause i had enough.. pls i ask for it.. pls..........
i serious scared one day i can't stand anymore n i'll fall.. if like that i rather end early..