99th

last night i accidentally hurt my loves one..
i feel so sorry to u baby.. although u said I'm forgiven already but i still feel bad about it..
i miss u crazy right now but i scared u will choose to ignore me..
DAMN damn damn.. wat i do to have u near.. i wish u were here..

i really don meant it.. 10 months time wasn't short for our age.. i knew..
i can't forgive myself since last night..
like that's a swore poke inside my heart n made me can't say a single words.. =(

Damn.. i hate myself

98th

I don know why I'm so down today.. feel like can cry any time..

ya i am sensitive, i am emotional.. i can't read humans mind i can't even read mine so forgive me, forgive me being emotional because my heart just took over my mind n soul..

PMS.. watever.. usually i can take over it but this time something is try to break my cover that protects me..

but u know u can calm me easily with ur patience n hugs

for the ppl who like to do this here u r.. some how may be u don hate that person but maybe u just dislike wat they do before u make it clear n before u know the story.. rumours really kill lots of thing ok..

curious kills cat but rumours kills innocent people

97th

in love with thai song, due to doing research have to look for difference bands in asia n i get to know him! TOR SAKSIT.. this song means 'i love you' so sweet! n so nice! :D

Title: รักเธอ / Ruk Tur (I Love You)

Artist: ToR+ Saksit (โต๋)
Album: Living in C Major
Year: 2007

เคยไหมบางทีที่เธอต้องการพูดอะไรออกไป
koie mai baang tee tee ter dtong gaan poot a-rai ok bpai
Have there ever been a time that you wanted to say something?
เคยไหมบางทีคำพูดมันไม่ยอมตรงกันกับใจ
koie mai baang tee kam poot man mai yom dtrong gan gap jai
Has there ever been a time that the words refused to come out right?
ทั้งที่พยายาม และไม่ว่าจะเตรียมตัว สักขนาดไหน
tang tee pa-yaa-yaam lae mai waa ja dtriam dtua sak ka-naat nai
Even though your try, and regardless how much you practiced
เหมือนฉันเองที่กำลังเผชิญหน้าความเป็นจริง
meuan chan eng tee gam-lang pay-chern naa kwaam bpen jing
Like I’m facing reality
และถึงแม้ข้างในพยายามพูดออกไปให้หมดทุกสิ่ง
lae teung mae kaang nai pa-yaa-yaam poot ok bpai hai mot took sing
And though inside I try to say everything
อย่างที่ตั้งใจ
yaang tee dtang jai
Like I planned

* แต่มัน ก็เหมือนเคย ไม่ว่าจะเปิดเผยสักเท่าไร
dtae man gor meuan koie mai waa ja bpert poie sak tao-rai
But, as usual, regardless of how much I open up
เมื่อต้องพูดคำนั้น เสียงฉันมันก็หายไป
meua dtong poot kam nan siang chan man gor haai bpai
When I have to say those words, my voice disappears

** อ่านปากของฉันนะ ว่า (รักเธอ)
aan bpaak kong chan na waa ( rak ter )
Read it from my lips, (I love you)
อยากจะพูดอีกครั้ง ว่า (รักเธอ)
yaak ja poot eek krang waa ( rak ter )
I want to say it again (I love you)
และจะเป็นอย่างนี้ กับเธอไม่ว่านานสักเท่าไร
lae ja bpen yaang nee gap ter mai waa naan sak tao-rai
And I will be like this, with you, no matter how long
ไม่ต้องกลัวว่าฉันจะรักใคร
mai dtong glua waa chan ja rak krai
You don’t have to be afraid that I’ll love anyone else
ไม่ต้องห่วงว่าฉัน เปลี่ยนหัวใจ
mai dtong huang waa chan bplian hua jai
No need to worry that I’ll have a change of heart
ฉันจะเป็นอย่างนี้ จะ (รักเธอ) ตลอดไป
chan ja bpen yaang nee ja ( rak ter ) dta-lot bpai
I’ll be like this, I’ll (love you) forever

ฉันรู้ดีว่าบางทีมันก็ดูเหมือนน่ารำคาญ
chan roo dee waa baang tee man gor doo meuan naa ram-kaan
I know well that sometimes it seems frustrating
แต่ฉันจะพยายามที่จะพูดออกไปให้หมดทุกสิ่ง
dtae chan ja pa-yaa-yaam tee ja poot ok bpai hai mot took sing
But I’ll try to say everything
ให้หมดทั้งหัวใจ
hai mot tang hua jai
From my entire heart

(*, **)

แต่ว่ามัน ก็เหมือนเคย ไม่ว่าจะเปิดเผยสักเท่าไร
dtae waa man gor meuan koie mai waa ja bpert poie sak tao-rai
But, as usual, regardless of how much I open up
เมื่อต้องพูดคำนั้น เสียงฉันมันก็หายไป
meua dtong poot kam nan siang chan man gor haai bpai
When I have to say those words, my voice disappears

(**)

จะย้ำด้วยคำๆนี้ ว่ารักเธอ ไม่ยอมรักใคร
ja yam duay kam-kam nee waa rak ter mai yom rak krai
I’ll keep repeating these words, that I love you, and I refuse to love anyone else

96th

‎45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

95th

Monday! (cheering happily)(after few second: shyt it's only Monday... sien diaol.......)

:S

well... i just passed by Janice's thumble... hehe.. kena! she knew i copy her post n past on mine.. hahahaaa.. lazy lah sis.. u know me =P

*****

last friday..

due to celine n janice go something on for their college they never come for work 0.0

due to an event meiling wasn't in the office until 4pm 0.0

due to something something something simon not in the office 0.0

due to something again edmund went out n not in the office 0.0

due to the new intern want to go to don know where n lunch time they can't have lunch with me 0.0

WTH.. SADDDDD.. *ring ring* lucky i got my baby :)

he finished class early n hanging out with the friend n he (n his friends) come all the way to putra height n have lunch with me :D (HAPPY)

nelson, brandon, joshua... they're friendly.. know their names for a super long time but met in 1st time ==

grand that my baby boy got nice friends around him..

but they are all super naughty! (haihzz)

why i leave the receipt in the car lah weii... T.T

night my baby promised me fetch me to either kl sentral or LRT station for my penang trip :)

although he can't make it for penang but he promised me we r going to Singapore :D wweeeeeee~

(realize that's something until now i still can't really go through it :( nvm.. IGNORE IT BITCH.. :) big smile* )

gonna kick the headache away.. last night got ch massage for me yeah~ how about today? blek*

*********

i think 99% of girls will be fine even she's truly mad.. :)

Girl's Language :

If She Don't Text You :
- It's Because She's Waiting For You To Text Her

When She Walks Away From You Mad :
- Follow Her

When Shes Quiet :
- Ask Her What's Wrong

When She Ignores You :
- Give Her Your Attention

When She Pushes YOU AWAY :
- Pull Her BACK

When You See Her Crying :
- Wipe Her Tears & Ask What's Wrong

When She Says Go Away :
- Just Go Close To Her & Give Her Hug

94th

this is a non-copyright from my lovely sis Janice.. she had blogged about the night at Zouk and i felt that it's fun.. as i said.. it's fun.. here we go..

http://janicious.tumblr.com/

Finally I have time to write a blog. I had a happening weekend. How about yours? On the Friday night, I went Zouk with my boss and colleagues. I hoped that you will be there as well, but when I knew, he is there and you will never show up. However, the night was awesome. Especially Chi Kei and I enjoyed to the max. Chi Kei is the new intern in our company. She was a cheerleader before and thus she was awesome when it comes to dance! We grabbed people’s attention although we did not dance on the dance floor. There were 3 foreigner came to intro themselves. We replied them friendly. However, I was at fault to tell them I’ve no boyfriend. It happened so quickly. He hugged my waist and wanted to bring me to his friends. I was at shocked and I turned behind. What I saw was our five men were all standing up behind me and stared at them. My boss then walked up, asked me what’s wrong. He then pulled me away from that dude, and stared at the dude. We were protecting behind our people and happily saying bye bye to the foreigners. We were so playful and naughty. Due to this, no one came to intro themselves anymore but only watching us dance at side. It was my third time seeing my lovely boss showed up his fierce face. However, there was so interesting when it came to Chong! His dancing style was way awesome and cute. Everyone laughed at him but we all enjoyed. We then headed to supper at Sunway Mentari at 3 plus in the morning. Nothing beats the moment. I reached home at 5am and slept at 6am.

wkakakakakaaaaaa... exactly wat was going on that night so i just copy n paste it xDDDD

BLEK!

93rd

__another lovely picture from my colleague Celine

hiya~ penang here i come..

weeeeeee~~~~

i can't wait to see all my lovely friends :)

Maliewann, shannie, jia min, naeem, theeban...

like got grab stuff from facebook..

do u guys know Big Bang? the cool rapper TOP?

he shows that nothing is impossible man..

if u think u can't, u can't.. understand wat i mean?

but sometimes some energy that u can't explain will try to push u down n snap away all ur confident.. this thing happen to me before too..

now i just follow my heart.. although it's hard..

check this out:

hahaha.. so handsome man xD

two person fight to each other, the person who said sorry 1st doesn't mean he/ she lost..

he/ she just more treasure what they got between them more than another person.

but sometimes i was thinking, u apologize once, twice, three times, four times, fif, six, seven...

another person still don appreciate it.. what to do?

they will only realize when it's gone.. or almost gone..

cya~~

__follow ur heart

92nd

Blue Thursday =( result was out.. omg.. the worst result i ever had..

my french just pass, at lease don need to resit for any shyt lah..

haihz... must work double hard for next term... it's getting harder n harder =X

must maintain my result so that after diploma i still can continue degree with a reason..

*****

(Tuesday) went to Klang for a meeting who knows it done within 40 min.. oh well.... snack time...

told u i'm getting fat.. now u believe that?

this shop since 80's if i'm not mistaken.. famous with their yao yao bing (shake shake ice?) anyway.. it had a lot of favour got traditional longgan (as picture shown), bobo caca, red bean, sweetcorn and etc.. n the fried chicken seriously remind me of my grandma who staying in Kampar..

yao yao ice with fried chicken with mei ling

this is actually wat saw at PUTRA HEIGHT, SELANGOR, MALAYSIA went we are on our way to Klang for a meeting..

my god.. so cute n so surprise.. the mother looks like japanese thought n wat that did were so 'la japun'

*****

went to sg.buloh all the way for dinner with family.. for my mum's birthday n also for my auntie cause her husband n her came back from Singapore last week ends (but now chao a d lah)

eat 'pun choi (Cantonese)' well.. overall not bad.. n my uncle's friend bought my mum a bottle of red wine.. the normal wine for me not too hard to drink still can accept n my uncles finish it.. lol..

so naughty n so cute..

my mummy n HaoHao :)

taken this look time ago but no matter how many time i saw this still cute :)

cya...

I'm not a Christian but this little cartoon is meaningful..

this might be just a small little stone that he missed out n hit on me..

will not give up =)

91st

it's true and this is wat i looking for now :)

don live for others people's life..

btw, i'm getting fatter after i work in Cruz Event =="

(NOOOOO~~~~~) my boy boy must be complain.. hhhmmmmmmm..

control control..

cya~

90th

hi ya~ i'm in the office again :)

love this picture that taken by my dear Celine..

thankx girl.. btw.. it's currently my new profile picture d.. :P

enjoying donimo's pizza in the office while watching Hell's Kitchen.. yes chef! push ur limit!!

=) going to klang for a meeting later.... without boss.. oh my.. should be fine.. hehe..

my zhu just bought an ipad2.. aleeeee.. show off a d.. hehe.. baby! i want to play ur ipad2!!! let's take picture with it.. hehe..

going to penang this week!!!

count down 3 more days!!!!!!!

i'm gonna met all my lovely DT37 once again!!

Maliewann i'm gonna sit n sleep with u!!

Shannie, jiamin, theeban, naeem and so on.. miss u guys like crazy..

now a days only can spamming each other on facebook.. that's sad man!

miss u guys.. muaxxx

cya~

89th

ok.. i'm sad.. right now.. but i'm not gonna mention the reason..

currently event that happen in Cruz Event is the Alamanda, Putra Jaya. Tayota road show.

i was there for the set up.. CRAZY.. 10 pm until 4am but yet!

it's not the end.. boss allowed me n meiling to go back early..

but until 1 something 2 i tak tahan already =(

guess wat?!

my boss allowed me to sleep :D such a nice boss right n he pass to me the camry 2.0 G car key

O.O"?!

GET TO TAKE A NAP IN THE BRAND NEW CAMRY 2.0 G!! omg.. it's soooooooooooo comfortable n i'm really fall asleep..

n the camry car key is actually a controller ------ it doesn't have a key.. DAMN COOL!

when i'm holding the car controller my boss who want to move the car can just start the engine and move on.. 0.0 [that time i just woke up still bur so i didn't realize he never ask me for the 'key' and sleep back]

with this we don need a key :)

n same to the Toyota Prius.. another cool car.. when u holding the controller without pressing anything u can open the car door O.O???!!!!

i tried it :D so cool~~ :)

gonna work for the road show again tomorrow with the 4 pretty talent :)

another 10 to 10..

wish me luck..

cya

88th

Se ami due persone nello stesso momento, scegli la seconda, perche se amassi veramente la prima non ti saresti innamorato della seconda.
--Johnny Depp

If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one, because if you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second

--Jonny Depp

well, found it on facebook.. some how it true but to fall into this situation you have to know how to love. if you don know how to love u love neither one. true?

and i found the beer song xD so cuteeeeeeeeeeee

n it goes like this..

DOH, I want a pint of beer,

RAY, the guy who serves me beer,

ME, the one who drinks the beer.

FAH, a long way to the john.

SOH, I'll have another beer!

LAH, ger, lager, lager, beer,

TEA, no thanks I'll have a beer,

and that bring us back to DOH!

:) many thing may confuse you.. follow ur heart, if u feel like leave it aside right now just do it.. just throw it behind.. times will comes time will goes on.. n some time when u leave it it will unknock it automatically.. or time will lend u to a better way

FOLLOW UR HEART n WORK it out!

87th

second week of training..

omg.. i can't believe that 1st week training then can go 'socialise' already xD too fast?

but it's fun! Zuet.... ermmm not bad.. :P don want to comment about it right now..

i fall in love with Volkswagen GOLF 1.4!! love it! wanted to take photo but nahhhh don want to be like wanna be.. *paise* but well.. one day :) i will find my way to take picture with those nice car :D

might going to penang with my beloved DT37 next week.. 90% perhaps.. hehe 10% increased..

went to 3k with my beloved SuAnn :) before that i bought her to my campus hehe.. she hates me... then teman her watch nasi lemak 2.0 but kinda sad was i found out the baba in the movie was passed away last night.. RIP baba :(

ok.. back to yesterday.. after movie we went to ROXY n La Senza for window shopping.. ahhhh! almost lost control.. we promise each other for girl shopping already :D here we go!

cya~ w b c

C I A R A, come on

Pull up your pants, just like him
Take out the trash, just like him
Getting your cash like him, fast like him
Girl you wanna act like he did

I?m talking 'bout, security codes on everything
On vibrate so your phone don?t ever ring
A foreign account
And another one he don?t know about

Wish we could switch up the roles and I could be that
Tell you I love you but when you call, I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me, like 'Where you be at?'
'Cuz I?m out, four in the morning on the corner rolling doing my own thing

What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry
Would the rules change up or would they still apply
If I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?

Girl go ahead and be just like him
Go run the streets just like him
Go home missin' sleep like 'em, creep like 'em
Front wit' you friends, act hard when you with them like him

Keep a straight face when you tell a lie
Always keep an air tight alibi
Keep it hid in the dark
What he don?t know won?t break his heart

Wish we could switch up the roles and I could be that
Tell you I love you but when you call, I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me, like 'Where you be at?'
'Cuz I?m out, four in the morning on the corner rolling doing my own thing

What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry
Would the rules change up or would they still apply
If I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?

If I was always gone, hit the sun getting home
Told you I was with my crew when I knew it wasn?t true
If I act like you, walked a mile off in your shoes
Messing with your head again, dose of your own medicine

What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry
Would the rules change up or would they still apply
If I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?
Can?t be getting mad, but you mad, can?t handle that?

R A go
Here?s the clutch

If I paged you, would you like that?
Had friends, would you like that?
With a car, would you like that?
Hell nah, you wouldn?t like that, no

What if I made you cry, would they still apply?
What if I, if I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can?t handle that?