3rd

i realize when i moody my post will be blue most of the time..

我好乱, 周围发生的事令我有点分不清楚真心还是假意了..

应该相信吗？真心...吗?
不想想他,但就是不听话,不由自主地看着电话查看信息..

感觉上我很久没有这样了.. 冷静思考的我呢?
我这是在干嘛?? 气死我了!!!
真没用!

总觉得他对每个人都一样.. 我自作多情...吗?

好讨厌的感觉........ == 讨厌 讨厌 讨厌!!!!!

他不是有两个号码吗? 为什么会不见所有的号码呢? 想太多了.....吗?
为什么姐妹们会一起烦恼呢?

今天第一次在电话里听到他的声音,聊了一下断线了.又刚好有客人就没打回去,因为心拜托我又打了一次,两次...没接....心里超想一个handspring给他.. 我又在干吗???!!
每次给Connie刺中..口是心非......

fine... let's be a man!! swt''

我很乱来一下咯....真讽刺啊.. **冷笑**

insomnia

baby u gonna be a man cause i want t0 know..

don't make me

don't trust u no more

btw, i miss those days that I'm hugging my book~!! is it because some of my friends started college? LOL..

suddenly feel like crying.. lol.. wat is wrong with me? Nova?

~2nd~

hey it's my 2nd post of the year..
wkaka.. don even know wat to post.. swt''

btw, I'm a weird girl.. so watever..

today i had checked my sells for this month.. i hit 10k+ ~~!!!!! but Dyno 15k+ !!!! uuurrrggghhhh!!

few days ago it was monday n connie, foong n i off day~ [together gether xD]
with hui xin n Crysta went redbox for crysta's sweet 18th~!

n i found out i misunderstood of someone n bla bla bla.. n we took pretty lot of 38-ing picture..

cause 1stly i watching boys over flower at home then went taipan for CIMB bank account..
the stupid ATM card will charge me RM8 per year.. dammmnnnn stupid.. n the ferler's face all shown a long face.. swt" why must Jefferson need a CIMB but not MAYBANK? ==
MAFAN~!

i hate although mafan stuff ==

XIN~ u can do it~!!! chill, cause we all always here for u..

你弄到我好乱, 我都搞不清楚状态了....

Insomnia
You know that I love you
Cant you see my eyes
Theres only one, the real slow

The path that Im running is love, love, love, love
But on that path, its all a trap, trap, trap, trap
The inescapable traps give my heart fear, fear, fear, fear
as if its a swamp, swallowing my courage

Little by little Im becoming smaller
The bright facial expression on the disappearing face
Im afraid that youll turn your back and ignore my confession

Laying my head on my needle-like worries
I pretend to sleep though I cant
Because of the thoughts about you that are more life-like than dreams
In the end, I stay up all night

Feels like insomnia X4

Going on the path towards you even though its lonely
love, love, love, love
No matter how many times I fall Im going to get back up and keep going
but, but, but, but
Watching you and not getting enough sleep
I got sick, sick, sick, sick
If I cant have your love then I cant get better
forever, forever, forever, until i die

Ill be waiting for your permission
No matter how many years, how many lifetimes
Ill be existing for you

Laying my head on my needle-like worries
I pretend to sleep though I cant
because of the thoughts about you that are more life-like than dreams
in the end, I stay up all night
feels like insomnia X4

This burning love
Even if it gets wet in the tears that fall like tears from the longing
It doesnt grow cold
Everyday, I bite my lips

I pretend to sleep though I cant
Because of the thoughts about you that are more life-like than dreams
In the end, I stay up all night
feels like insomnia X8

2010

lol.. it's 2010. n this is my 1st post for 2010 year..

**clap clap** ==

cause... i guess it's time to fill in some energy to my blog.. swt''

start working at Jefferson at 3rd which is the next day right after i fly back from Singapore..
super duper tired n i got my 1st OT in my life == [good news?]

can't go for cheerleading training this month.. sad hur? i miss cheer!!! if i still can do my handspring i will be super happy for that..
sigh..

the ppl at Jefferson r friendly n fun. n foong, connie, hui jin all work at pyramid too.
so that we can enjoy our lunch or dinner time together~ i hate having my meal alone.. swt..
looks so kesian.. alone n having ur lunch.. sad case..
n i feel lucky compare to my friends cause i work in Jefferson. =)

most of my friends other then working they choose to go college before they got their SPM result. lol.. miss my pencil box n books out of sudden..
but if let me choose again.. i will still go for work. learn more n got work exp

now everyday just repeat the same routine work, back home, sleep, work, back home, sleep..
soon to get dull.. lol..

top songs in my mp4... 80%--- Korean xD
don ask me why..

-Love like this_SS501

-My man_Davichi

-Hate you_2PM

-Ring ding dong_SHINee

-Stand by me_SHINee

-Because i'm stupid_SS501

-MASAMIXS Hot k-pop (21 songs in one)

-MASAMIXS Hot k-pop (23 songs in one)

-Insomia_WheeSung

-Bad girl_B2st

-Heartbreaker_G-D

-Sandpainting (hua sha)_Jay Chou

-Jun be ok_Kim Jun

but nowadays at Jefferson is although ''gong xi gong xi gong xi ni'' songs.. uuughghhhh.. SAFE MEEEEEEEE

*wish all the best this year, n i know i can be better n i will make it happen =)*

AZA~

CHEERS!

-CHI KEI-