41st

No I can't forget this evening Or your face as you were leaving But I guess that's just the way The story goes You always smile but in your eyes Your sorrow shows Yes it shows

No I can't forget tomorrow When I think of all my sorrow When I had you there But then I let you go And now it's only fair That I should let you know What you should know

I can't live If living is without you I can't live I can't give anymore I can't live If living is without you I can't give I can't give anymore

Well I can't forget this evening Or your face as you were leaving But I guess that's just the way The story goes You always smile but in your eyes Your sorrow shows Yes it shows

I can't live If living is without you I can't live I can't give any more I can't live If living is without you I can't give I can't give anymore

***

Too much of anything can make you sick
Even the good can be a curse
Makes it hard to know which road to go down
Knowing too much can get you hurt

Is it better? Is it worse?
Are we sitting in reverse?
It's just like we're going backwards
I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash, no

Just know that you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love
If it's worth having it's worth fighting for

***

went lagoon today.. it's raining day but it's fine for me..

hope i wont fall sick CKJeans having Sells now ==

miss u caramel..

hope u never fall sick too.. take care..

40th

父亲节快乐！！
爸爸，祝你身体健康！

今天我遇到天使喔。
他是客人两岁半的儿子，好可爱哦。
他都不怕生，他妈妈说其实他是看心情的 =)
一开始有些害羞但后来逗了他一会儿就放松了。
他说他3岁但给我5个手指，应该是还不灵活吧
后来说他1岁，我就说1岁的手指不是这样的
然后他妈妈说他2岁半了，我就帮他把手指弄成V型说他2岁；然后像和外星人一样和他的小手连在一起×Ting×
他笑得好纯洁，好可爱。
他拉着我,小手拉大手看着更衣间的镜子微笑。
他也不管他爸妈了，他爸妈也放心地看衣服。

我蹲下和他说话，他要我抱他起来，怕瓜田李下，我一会儿就放他下来了。
他看着我，眨着小眼，可爱的抱了我一下。
他用他的的小手摸我的脸颊，被我逗着笑了。

临走前还拥抱了我几次，吻了一下我的脸颊才离开。
还跟错人说再见，去和妈妈说再见。

单纯，可爱的笑容真迷人。
小孩子只在乎你发自内心的笑容来给予安全感，不会想太多什么金钱，地位。。
那份可贵的心，天使的心。


PS：不晓得我的小孩有没有那么可爱和漂亮 xP

39th

--GAME OVER--

38th

i guess it's time to update my litter bloggy d... since like now got a topic to blog about...
finally it's the day to alor star for cooc's ( my auntie) wedding..
woke up in 4 something in the morning n reach airport around 6.. lol..
wat u guys were doing in 6 in the morning look at my face n my 'gold fish' eye then know a d..
the the van who sent us there was so.............. . . . anyways just make u can't sleep..

they said don bring yellow n red shirt to thailand but i brought a red bag n red shoes.. swt''

jun wei my litter cousin..

morning~ **sleepy

it's airasia.. it looks like cotton candy isn't?

for the 1st day we went perlis all the way from kedah.. n it's so tiring.. haihz.. we all already not enough sleep n rest lah pls.. == but still.. we went a gunung ( 4got the name) n padi muzinum..
btw, here is paddy every way.. i promise..

2nd day.. finally.. n this time we be the sister again to block the door n get some angpao xD

but 1st angpao..... RM2??!! wat the?? n he said he took the wrong one.. lucky.. or else just lock u outside n don't think about married xD

n we got some idea to kacau my uncle xD wearing a 'cute' (ugly but not so adorable) mask to dance Bad Romance by Lady Gaga n Nobody by Wonder Girl..
Result came out... : he not good in dancing.. n the best man never help at all.. wat a good friend man..

look at my auntie also know how funny is it a d xD

wedding dinner at night.. n the food is.......... Halal.. kinda SWT"" but we r at kedah so.. understand~~

the 'chee' cheerleaders

serena.. my cousin from singapore

went thailand next day.. but for half a day only ==

cause the car from thailand can't come in m'sia n same as m'sia car can't go into thailand.. n my very 1st thailand trip been use in hap zai pasar ==

kind of swt n sad case.. but it's a quite special expired..
they got not much thing to buy for me...

after cross this line~~ land of thai~
cocacola bottle in ori n thai style~ my grandma as background xD

so adorable!!!!

enjoying cutting price right here.. we had try cut the price for my hill from 280thai become 200thai n for my shirt from 80thai for neck lacks, 230thai a dress n 180thai from shirt became 50thai fro each neck lacks, 200thai fro dress n 150 for shirt..

the ppl in hap zai very nice.. althought u only have a look but never buy they also wont show u a long face =) i like it.. n right here u can speck chinese, hok ken then can talk a d xD

n the thai words that i had learn from the ppl in thailand was 'loot' means hot.. xD swt'' right.. the weather really really hot!! but still can tahan lo.. it's time to say hi to m'sia n say bye to thailand~

i miss thailand its a good place =)

but ofcause i miss my bed more.. tiring~~!!
going back with plan also.. but back with firefly.. firefly actually smaller then airasia but they have a good smile.. aiya.. forgot to try shopping on air == well.. never mind..

look! the sky, the sea n the land in the same picture!! enjoying~~

**

wednesday as usual swimming with su ann.. this time.. i fetch her.. hehe.. luycky she never vomit or dizzy or watever.. haha,.

we both r M.A.C lover.. they r really friendly n wont force us to buy n give good advice to us.. love MAC.. btw, where can i get a "I LOVE M.A.C" t-shirt?

Su Ann we will go kalaok together one day.. lol..

**

a chocolate bring us back together =)

37th

June... one n half more months to go..

so fast.. 2010 half year pass a d... get older faster?? no no no!!
well, coming soon event in my family will be my youngest auntie wedding =)
haha wish can ask her wat's the feeling of end up her single life +D

n for Vulanz!!
I'm so proud of u guys for did a great job in S.O.X finals!!
we r waiting for so many years for a tittle of best showmanship!!
I'm sorry about i can't be there.. Agong's birthday can't off..
hard work will pay.. work harder girls n boys!!
enjoy ur cheer camp =)
eat, sleep, CHEER!!
n don miss facebook so much lah == it's only 3 days per year

btw, i love the cheer bottles :)

36th

Yeah~~ 老板万岁！
爸爸最好了～～ XD

万岁 万岁 万岁～！

35th

well.... it's Wednesday n su ann n i went 3k to have some moves again..

haha we meet the same uncle xD

so paise..

1. we swam
2. su ann ter-kena my hand once
3. we laugh in the pool n nearly drink the disgusting pool water
4. i ter-kick su ann's nose once
5. i (again) ter-kick su ann's nose
6. n she don wan to swim at the back xD
7. lazy move out from the pool
8. have our own sweet time in the toilet (shut, where's my tower ==)
9. eat in 3k again == every week we do

this time we watch movie after 3k, it's movie day = Wednesday~ cheaper..

have a walk in pyramid.. n we found out it's hand to not passing by MAC n SaSa.. T.T but of cause we do control our self xP

n chee leong join us also.. forgot to say that n sorry to say that he been forgotten when we r in the DVD shop..

actually it's not the 1st time su ann n chee leong watch movie haha don know how many years ago we watch harry potter together..

movie start n we r still noisy.. the stupid chee leong keep giving out comment.. u r fifi lah dumb dumb

the cat so cute~~~~~~~~~ big n watery eyes.. adorable!!

n we want to watch toy story3!!!!!

34th

真的很无奈， 你不高兴可以说出来但， 为什么你就是喜欢给脸色我看？
如果我给回你看，我想你应该会一巴掌扫过来了吧！

我不是喜欢哭的人，但 为什么？想到你们就会哭？不争气
i try to do my best for u 你看到吗？

在你眼里有我吗？吃饭多一双筷子？晒多一件衣服？还是多一个人做家务？

你女儿做了校队你有开心吗？你女儿做了队长你有骄傲吗？你一点好话都没有说，还教训我？？
但当你儿子做了副队长你却说要庆祝。
我去过那么多比赛和表演你一个也没看，只弹不赞。

我可以因为你不喜欢而放我朋友鸽子，因为你一句话故意陪你聊天看电视怕你闷。。
人家说你疼我 对不起我看不到。
只要你高兴一通电话要我回家，好我到了家，家里一个人都没有，没晚餐但又不给我和朋友吃，自己吃饱了回到家叫我和弟弟的朋友吃。我和他们很熟吗
你心情好就会睬我，买东西给我和我聊天；不好就要我死一边。
知道你辛苦爸爸在国外要独立，六年级到现在出街的交通和用的钱都是自己，巴士迟了还要被骂，说我往外跑再跑就打断我的脚。不管你是在什么情况下说，我还是会不开心的好吗？
我不像弟弟会拍马屁，不会逗你开心。但不可以否认我在乎这个家。
不可以对你乱发脾气，不可以对你大声嚷嚷，选择不要和你闹忍下来 你又有话吵！拿东西说我发死鬼脾气丢东西， 关门太大声 说我不服气，说错话又说我没用脑，不对又要赶快换去开玩笑的语气。。

你要整样？我也长大有我自己的思想了。。 或许在你眼里我不会想 但 我也会不开心的 我很羡慕我的朋友们自己有决定权 是因为之前我让你太放心而弄到你现在不放心吗？
wat do u wan from me? 不要说没要求，你的没要求就是最大的要求

哭的样子真难看，丑死了。。