33rd

suann just went back.. ~~~

n today she show me the gummy bear song.. which is..
quite cute but she makes me sing along.. WTH~~~

went 3K.. tired.. but still we went pyramid xD~ M.A.C n also sasa.. xoxo Suann..
n also Anna Sui..

n we wait for the bus for so damn long~~~~~~ ==

ya.. so... while online we open our blog n she say my layout sound wrong.. i was??? huh???
Wanna be on top? [actually i got this line from America Next Top Model]
so..... i got no idea... just change it to one of my post which is i post it few days ago on facebook..

well.. tired.. chou

32nd

i love those love songs nowadays i don know why..
mood change maybe.. nowadays that always in my mind.. shh..
he wont knows.. he's dumb.. stupid..

hope he wont scared of me after he notes.. =(

actually be with him make me believe in forever.. lol..

I'm a bad bad person.. i knew, n also greedy

really love those lovely songs..
hey soul sister n Lucky.. i knew i love u, how do i live, my heart will go on, without u.. nice..

lucky I'm in love with my best friend

lol.. ppl will change.. maybe he or she is ur bff last time but maybe few years never met they will never be the same.. i guess lah.. don know how about others..

but maybe for me in the end become 'Nothing on U'..

beautiful girl all over the world i could be chasing but my time will be wasting they got nothing on u baby.. nothing on u baby.. u might just say hi n they might say hey.. they got nothing on u baby.....

she's always on my mind,
from the time i wake up
'till i close my eyes
she's everywhere i go
she's all i know

though she's so far away
it's just keeps getting stronger
every day
and even now she's gone
i'm still holding on

so tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go

chorus:
maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

my friends keep telling me
that if you really love her
you've gotta set her free
and if she returns in kind
i'll know she's mine

so tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go

chorus

why i live in despair
'cause wide awake or dreaming
i know she's never there
and all these time i act so brave
i'm shaking inside
why does it hurt me so...

chorus

heaven knows

31st

i don know wat i am thinking.. will the tarot be true.. i know it wasn't good if i trust tarot too much..
but i feel like wat it said it show.. omg...
never mind Chi Kei.. just be urself. just keep going just keep going... -.-"

i wan to study T.T i miss those time when i am hugging my books, doing homework together with friends, cheer practise practise n practise after school, running around the school looking for teachers for homework, project, cheerleading, fly to other ppl class xD.. wuuuhh.. bad girl..
well.. i never said i'm good before xP

haihz.. bored.. just talking nonsense here.. thinking monsense also..

cold.... need hugs.. [don face the aircond lah then -.-] . . .

最熟悉的陌生人
还记得吗窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你还记得吗 是爱让彼此把夜点亮
为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖
曾经朗朗星空渐渐阴霾嗯～

＃心碎离开转身回到最初荒凉里等待
为了寂寞是否找个人填心中空白
我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人
今后各自曲折～　各自悲哀～

△只怪我们爱得那么汹涌爱得那么深
于是梦醒了 搁浅了 沉默了 挥手了 却回不了神

如果当初在交会时能忍住了激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦

Repeat　＃,△

我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人今后各自曲折～　各自悲哀～

只怪我们爱得那么汹涌爱得那么深
于是梦醒了 搁浅了 沉默了 挥手了 却回不了神
如果当初在交会时能忍住了激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦

也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦～

30th

maybe it's a lit bit too late but i would like to block about it.. lol

3rd may
start working at CKjeans.. lol...

XXth may
ermm.. off day n went kin gwn's house for singk [actually teman kar foong but i enjoy also lah.. lol] we asked tarot questions.. n i guess now kin gwn know foong n i very well a d lol!!!!!
cannot cannot should ask him some questions also!!
watch IP MAN2. nice show haha.. i sit between foong n kin gwn.. kesian them xD
n this is kin gwn 1st time taking bus~ woo.. cool man.. butttt, unlucky at night we been waiting for the bus for more then an hour but no U63.. btw, kg n jii hong driving skill not bad XD

14th may
well.. it's my bigggg day in my life.. my lovely n sweet 18th birthday n connie lied to me none of them celebrated with me lol.. n kevin, foong, xin, yen lin, eug, ming han they all r sitting in the room n i was fully shock.
haha went we reach redbox cause i got no student ic so to get cheaper prise i have to hide 1st n used others student id n that ferler was like "r u guys room 25?" stupid kena connie kaokao.. haha.
i love u guys! never forget that day.. n thankx for everything..

15th may
Vulcanz won 2nd runner up in youth competition!!!! happy~~~~ =) sorry ya can't go there n support.. working lol...

16th may
drive to taipan.. lol.. n chee choon, chee kean they r like.. . . . *scared* == bad! evil!! xD after that drive my mom out to saloon n... i left my id at home.. ??!!! lucky my mom was there.. so.... pls check before u leave ur house ==

17th may
i had i weird dream.. i knew he's a good guy but i just can't figure it out.. a kiss? n i'm like half sitting half lying down de le.. n i look shy.. lol? should ask tarot about this == remind me..

erm.... ahh!! today i got my birthday present from my aunties :) thankx!!

**picture.. another day lah..

29th

缘分啊缘分。。

要有多‘远’才有我‘份’。 ==

actually quite lot of thingy to update if i wan.. but i feel lazy now.. (as usual)

*

SHINee ♥ wonder who's the lucky girl that they sing for. if let them answer this question they sure will said 'our fans' lol..

i just love their voice.
lovely..

I know that
( My baby, I love you)
I gotta get over you
That’s right, that’s right
( My heart)

Look, just look at that look
She’s almost like me, saying how it’s easy to forget
I don’t want to believe it
(Oh ah) A restless night
I’m so sick of my head hurting
I get on my knees,
Hit my chest, and even if I cry,
Can something that can’t be done be done?

JoJo! When the sad music flows
I think of you (Eh eh eh)
JoJo! Why can’t I erase
A heartless you (Oh oh oh)

(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! What did I do wrong? I, I was blind
(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! I get trampled by both of your eyes
I, I was blind

So many nights, I wonder why
What can I do to make it right?
Everything will be all right
So JoJo, just tell me why

I don’t want to cry (Oh, ah)
My abandoned heart gets scratched deeply
I’m so sick of my head hurting

JoJo! When this bitter music stops
I want to send you away (Eh eh eh)
JoJo! Why can’t I, why can’t I
Erase a heartless you (Oh oh oh)

(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! What did I do wrong? I, I was blind
(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! I don’t know y-yet

Baby JoJo, do you know?
The heart here is also cold!
Baby, baby, why did you leave?
I cry and become exhausted
Waking up from a dream

JoJo! When the sad music flows
I think of you (Eh eh eh)
JoJo! Why can’t I erase
A heartless you (Oh oh oh)

JoJo! When this bitter music stops
I want to send you away (Eh eh eh)
JoJo! Why can’t I, why can’t I
Erase a heartless you (Oh oh oh)

(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! What did I do wrong? I, I was blind
(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! I get trampled by both of your eyes
I, I was blind

28th

i don know wat is going on with my mind..
1stly i put
"boy boy boy.. now i feel like i like u can u feel that? but this feeling might 'pop' gone in next minute. so don break my heart ♥" on my facebook..
now i put
"stop calling! stop calling! i don wanna think anymore. i left my head n my heart on the dance floor"

i aslo don know y will i post it on..
wat am i think.. i'm thinking zero.

yesterday Ha n Sze Hou asked me to draw a bridge n on the bridge draw a human, a key n also an animal..
i draw my bridge in curve sharp n human centre key on end of left, animal on end on right..
n the explanation is...
i'm the human.. key = money, animal = lover..
this both r far from me. n i guess i can get either 1 only cause it on diff end..
n i have to work hard cause my bridge is curve but not flat.. haihz.. true also..


[Lady Gaga]
Hello
Hello, baby you called
I can't hear a thing
I have got no service in the club you see, see
Wa-wa-what did you say?
Huh? You're breaking up on me
Sorry, I cannot hear you
I'm kinda busy
K-kinda busy
K-kinda busy
Sorry; I cannot hear you
I'm kinda busy

Just a second; it's my favorite song they're gonna play and I cannot text you with a drink in my hand, eh?
You shoulda made some plans with me; you knew that I was free
And now you won't stop calling me
I'm kinda busy

Stop callin', stop callin'; I don't wanna think anymore! I left my head and my heart on the dance-floor
Stop callin'', stop callin; I don't wanna talk anymore! I left my head and my heart on the dance-floor

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
I'm busy!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Can call all you want but there's no one home and you're not gonna reach my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club and I'm sippin' that bub' and you're not gonna reach my telephone

Call when you want but there's no one home
and you're not gonna reach my telephone
Out in the club and I'm sippin' that bub' and you're not gonna reach my telephone

[Beyonce]
The way you blowin' up my phone won't make me leave no faster, put my coat on faster, leave my girls no faster.
I shoulda left my phone at home 'cause this is a disaster!
Callin' like a collector
Sorry: I cannot answer!

Not that I don't like you: I'm just at a party
And I am sick and tired of my phone ri-ringing
Sometimes I feel like I live in Grand Central Station
Tonight I'm not takin no calls 'cause I'll be dancin'
'Cause I'll be dancin'
'Cause I'll be dancin'
Tonight I'm not takin' no calls 'cause I'll be dancin!

Stop callin', stop callin'; I don't wanna think anymore!; I got my head and my heart on the dance-floor
Stop callin', stop callin'; I don't wanna talk anymore!; I got my head and my heart on the dance-floor

Stop callin', stop callin'; I don't wanna think anymore! I got my head and my heart on the dance-floor
Stop callin', stop callin'; I don't wanna talk anymore! I got my head and my heart on the dance-floor

Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
I'm busy!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh
Stop telephonin' me!
Eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh

Can call all you want, but there's no one home
And you're not gonna reach my telephone
'Cause I'm out in the club and I'm sippin' that bub'
And you're not gonna reach my telephone

Call when you want, but there's no one home
And you're not gonna reach my telephone!
'Cause I'm out in the club, and I'm sippin' that bub'
And you're not gonna reach my telephone, my telephone, mi-mi-mi, my telephone
'Cause I'm out in the club and I'm sippin' that bub'
And you're not gonna reach my telephone
My telephone
Mi-mi-mi, my telephone
'Cause I'm out in the club and I'm sippin that bub' and you're not gonna reach my telephone

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27th

it's all about Tokio Hotel!!

**

well, actually it happened on the same day with S.O.X..

mean... morning go S.O.X n night go Tokio Hotel..

haha.. damn geng.. but the next day i'm like a fish out of water ==

btw, thankx to china press so that i can go 1Utama to see Tokio Hotel ^^

really really happy n thankx to my auntie help me go bangsar all the way to got the ticket n CD.

n also thankx to my Papa -- su ann to teman me go 1Utama n her sister fetch us go n back =)

ahh... so happy n feel so lucky

n it's should start at 6p.m. actually.. casue su ann have to work n that day actually raining n 1stly we r holding the umbrella in the concert n thankx to the rain god ppl r moving out so that we can go in frant n can see Tokio Hotel's face!!!

n while waiting for TH got few DJs who came for hitz.fm keep remix remix n remix those songs which is most of the song i don even know the names until everyone shout tokio! hotel! tokio! hotel!

n i say don tell me they will play Baby from justin b later n yet after 1 minute....

they're playing Baby n everyone singing baby baby baby oh~! baby baby baby baby oh~!

oh~~~~ i can see su ann face turning her face into green a d.. xD

so funny..

that's the gift from china press
it's time!!!

ohhh.. i just couldn't find a words during the concert

rock star!

solo part~

althougt they only came out for 1 hour ++ after we been waiting for since 7 but they r still great!

it happened something funny..

actually su ann n i plan to take for each other n suddenly pop out 2 guys n said wan to help us..

n i just straight away asked:

u wan to take also is it?

. . . .

n he stone for few seconds only say:

Ya..

so.. it the end he help us take n i help them to take photo..

but actually they're two person they can actually help each other to take right..

may be they wan both of them be in the picture i guess..

left: Su Ann, right:me XD

drink of the day after we shouting, screaming, cheering for Tokio Hotel..

yeah~

chill at coffee bean while waiting for su ann's sister.. ahhh, wish we can go when Tokio Hotel coming to Malaysia again~!!!

26th

S.O.X S.O.X let's cheer for S.O.X!
yup! it's the time for school of X!

wooo~

1st of may at taylor's lakside campus because of this event yen lin overnight my house n we woke up at 5.30a.m. ==
it's kinda tiring but when we look at vulcanz had really work hard on it n the only thing we can do for them r try pur best to make damn not that tired, stress n done those bla bla bla (those small litter thingy)
trust me hard work will pay! don give up.. correct ur mistake n done it even better!
the next day should be highlight ---- 5th of june.. FINAL of event S.O.X

JJ best friend XD from hitz~

go girls!

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let's cheer for~~ V-U-L-C-A-N-Z go Vulcanz!

i say S u say O when i say X u shout S.O.X! S.O.X!

jiayou Ivy~

keep it up we r here for u always