86th

girl : "Am I too hot for you?"

boy: (hug) "Yes you are baby."

girl : "Then why are you still holding me?" (try to push him away)

boy: "Because I am willing to get burn." (pull her back and hug her tight)

sweet right... haha.. but all this drama rarely happened in real life thought..

wearing casual to work is so cool~ hehe.. sorry for my other friends that still have to wear formal to work for this training.. *blek~*

DAVID GUETTA is one of the weird artist or DJ that i ever seen..

he, himself in his music video but he don sing or rap or say a single word haha..

but no matter wat, he's freaking AWESOME alright?

i want to dance so badly :)

(ps: btw, the speaker that i'm using in the office is awesome.. got beat and base xD)

It's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with the best of 'em
You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible
A centerfold miracle, lyrical
You've saved my life again
And I want you to know baby

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

[Verse 2]
Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
There's no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I've been rescued
I've been set free
I am hypnotized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are... And I want you to know baby

[Bridge]
No one compares
You stand alone, to every record I own
Music to my heart that's what you are
A song that goes on and on

[Chorus]
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hitting re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

I love you...like a love song...

cya~

85th

i'm crazy with this yummy sweet macaroons.. yummy~ love it so much.. so if i got free time "IF" lah.. i feel like try to bake it.. this small dessert quite expensive thought..

here we go~

Parisian-Style Lemon Macaroons

For the lemon-curd filling:
4 ounces (1 stick) unsalted butter
1 cup superfine sugar
3 large eggs, beaten Zest of 2 lemons
Juice of 2 lemons

For the macaroons:
1 cup almond flour
1 1⁄4 cups confectioners’ sugar
3 large egg whites, at room temperature
Pinch of salt
3⁄4 cup superfine sugar
10 drops yellow food coloring

1. Prepare the lemon curd: Melt the butter in a double boiler over low heat. Gradually whisk in the remaining ingredients. Continue to whisk until curd is thick enough to hold the whisk’s marks, 6 to 10 minutes. Transfer to a bowl, cover the surface with plastic wrap and cool in the refrigerator for about 1 hour.

2. Preheat the oven to 320 degrees. Place one cookie sheet on top of another and line the top sheet with parchment paper or Silpat. Sift together the almond flour and confectioners’ sugar into a large bowl. In a mixing bowl fitted with a whisk, whip 2 of the egg whites and salt to stiff peaks.

3. Combine the superfine sugar and 1/4 cup water in a small heavy-bottomed saucepan. Stir over medium heat and from time to time brush the edges with hot water using a pastry brush. When the syrup reaches 241 degrees or the “soft ball” stage on a candy thermometer, whisk the syrup into the stiff egg whites in a thin steady stream. Continue whisking until the meringue forms soft peaks.

4. Using a fork, work the remaining egg white into the almond flour-sugar mixture to make a smooth wet paste. Stir a quarter of the meringue into the almond paste to moisten, then gently fold in the remaining meringue and the food coloring. Using a pastry bag fitted with a 1/2-inch round tip, pipe 1 1⁄4-inch rounds on the cookie sheet. Gently tap the pan on the work surface to settle the meringue peaks. Let stand until a skin forms, about 20 to 30 minutes.

5. Bake with the door slightly ajar for 12 minutes; rotate the pan then bake for another 12 minutes. When cool, sandwich two macaroons together with a dollop of lemon curd. Let stand in the refrigerator for 12 to 24 hours. Makes 35 to 40 macaroons.

84th

alolo... today is my 1st day of training... omg.. n wat i am doing...
so many thing that happen in term4 but i never post about it at all..

from term4 started to video taking to desaru tour to study until 3 4 am to went to new club together n yadayada...

currently working in the CRUZ EVENT & COMMUNICATION COMPANY located in putra height.
ok wat... no jam xD but most of my friends all work in KL :(

well... last week some1 made me feel super duper paise.. aarrgghhhh.. the guy who gonna buy me macaroon & famous amos today..hehe.. thankx ya baby.. kakakkaakkaaaaaaaa...



since you knew wat song i like d then i post one more FOR U alright?

Bring the beat in!

Honey, honey
I can see the stars all the way from here
Can't you see the glow on the window pane?
I can feel the sun whenever you're near
Every time you touch me I just melt away

Now everybody asks me why I'm smiling out from ear to ear (They say love hurts)
But I know (It's gonna take the real work)
Nothing's perfect, but it's worth it after fighting through my fears
And finally you put me first

Baby it's you.
You're the one I love.
You're the one I need.
You're the only one I see.
Come on baby it's you.

You're the one that gives your all.
You're the one I can always call.
When I need you make everything stop.
Finally you put my love on top.

Oh! Come on baby.
You put my love on top, top, top, top, top.
You put my love on top.
Oh Oh! Come on baby.
You put my love on top, top, top, top, top.
My love on top.
My love on top.

Come on baby
I can hear the wind whipping past my face.
As we dance the night away.
Boy your lips taste like a night of champagne.
As I kiss you again, and again, and again and again.

Now everybody asks me why I'm smiling out from ear to ear (They say love hurts)
But I know (It's gonna take the real work)
Nothing's perfect, but it's worth it after fighting through my fears.
And finally you put me first.

83rd

usher -- hey, daddy

Baby, I just wanna get your attention
I really wanna be all up in your head
Cause when I got you're gonna wanna get some yeah
But girl that's only if you ain't scared
And I won't knock or ring no bells
You just poke that bottom up in the air
I'll get you hot, I know you oh so well
And when I'm walk in, all that I wanna hear

Is you say Daddy's home, home for me
And I know you've been waiting for this love in your day
You know your daddy's home (daddy's home), and it's time to play (so it's time to play)
So you ain't got to give my loving away
So all my ladies say hey hey hey daddy
(Hey hey hey daddy)So all my ladies say hey hey hey daddy
(Hey hey hey daddy)

I ain't gotta do a lot of flexin'
Shorty you already know what it is
And girl tonight we're gonna do a lot of sexin'Can't nobody do your body like this ohh

Poke it on out poke it out right there
I'm a fall back while you work that chair
Do that damn thing let the neighbors hear (Hey hey hey daddy)
Poke it on out poke it out right thereI'm a fall back let you work that chair
Do that damn thing all I wanna hear

Is you say Daddy's home, home for m
And I know you've been waiting for this lovin' all dayYou know your daddy's home (daddy's home), it's time to play (so it's time to play)
So you ain't got to give my loving away

Daddy's home, home for me
And I know you've been waiting for this love in your day
You know your daddy's home (daddy's home), it's time to play (so it's time to play)
So you ain't got to give my loving away

So all my ladies say hey hey hey daddy

Hey hey hey daddy (call me daddy babe)
So all my ladies say hey hey hey daddy

Hey hey hey daddy

Hey daddy know what you like yeah




wish he will sing this song to me.. but "WISH LAH"
he wont know, i wont tell :)
everything was so messy at the moment.. problems problems problems
pull me out from all this shyt pls..
i want to chop myself a d..
where's my 'home' (shoulder) 'daddy' (u) [where's ur shoulder, i need it now]

82nd

it's my big day yesterday :)

it's my bday n day trip to kuala gandah..
thx for the friends who support me n make it to the trip. *thankx

I'm not feeling well in this few days so = I'm sick!

for the trip.. all i can said will be..
the bus driver.. u r awesome
the weather.. u r hot like a American babe ==

for my day..
thx for the wishes
thx for the hugs
thx my boy boy taking care of me whole day

end here** update when i fully recover

81st

Burn by Usher

Girl, understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's coming from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feeling ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't coming back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Oh oh oh oh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my boo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours
I'mma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gonna learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
you know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Bridge]
I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (oh)
I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oh
Ooh ooh oh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oh ooh oh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

for me.. im the other way round.. i want to burn it but i want to hold it back still (am i?)... usher is the best whenever i'm moody..

i want to work this out.. i really want to.. but now everything goes not on me..

i really hate this feeling.......... sorry.. i'm sorry.. just feel like saying sorry but if u ask me why, i will answer i don know..

80th

i... had made a very painful decision..

i never thought of i will actually do it..
the word 'LOVE' is a drug.. i can't do anything after i had addicted to it..

now i know the feeling.. suffer.. this feeling is more xin ku than i thought..

compare to training here this feeling is more suffer then working with stress n without pay..

i love u.. from deep of my heart.

i think we r the most weird couple in this world babe..
as long as u r happy with ur life i'm fine..

thx for the time, thx for the patience..
however, this is something between us k..

i still believe in one day, we both still holding hands n walking to the lan tia ta in France k..
i believe in fate, i believe in myself, i believe in u..

but somehow i wish i had a really bad case of cancel or heart attack or something like this.. just pass away n gone from this world..
told u a d right.. wat if i really die young..

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I've
Never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there's a
Boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

nowadays my heart there always feel very pain.. i don know wat's going on with it..
now the feeling in my heart over take the feeling from the physical heart pain.. ouch..

i wish.. i had no tomorrow.. just end here, stop here, cause i had enough.. pls i ask for it.. pls..........
i serious scared one day i can't stand anymore n i'll fall.. if like that i rather end early..