76th

你喜欢我的发香而我想念你香水的味道。。 miss u

75th

headache go away, headache go away~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You say that I'm messing with your head
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
All 'cause I was making out with your friend
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Love hurts, whether it's right or wrong
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You're on your knees,
beggin' please
'stay with me'
But honestly,
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now,
I'm thinking 'What the hell'
All I want is to mess around,
and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me,
you can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now,
whoa 'What the hell'

What,
What,
What,
What the hell

So what if I go out on a million dates
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day
(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't get me wrong,
I just need some time to play (yeah)

You're on your knees,
beggin' please
'stay with me'
But honestly,
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now,
I'm thinking 'What the hell'
All I want is to mess around,
and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me,
you can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now,
whoa 'What the hell'

La la la la la la la la, whoa, whoa
La la la la la la la la, whoa, whoa

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good but now,
I'm thinking what the hell (what the hell)
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about (I don't care about)
All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about. (if you love me)
If you love me (no), if you hate me (no)
You can't save me, baby, baby (if you love me)
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

La la, La la la la la la, La la, La la la la la la la

74th

opps.. haha.. my friend remind me to throw something on to my blog..


well... kinda stress in this week n it makes me think a lotttttttttttttttttttt..

it's like.. being random.. feel sad, down even guitly.. wat the hack!

the CNY was...... ok lah.. balik kampung n stay in kampung n gamble.
but i got no luck in this new year man D:
keep losing money only but oh well, i know how to stop.. hehe..
if not will be like minghan == wat the hell weii.. don know how to stop..
will never ever go casino with him D:
hehe ch also lose money in kin gwn's house.. haha..
others too 'ONG' a d lah..


15th was kin gwn's birthday so after dinner we went his house and for the 'celebration' but who will know that we gave him a double surprise *smile*

cause only 3 girls there excluding TT's girlfriend.

3 of us holding 3 diff cakes n written happy CNY, happy valentine's day and HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

haha.. we r so silly. to avoid kin gwn walk to the back n check us out i lie n said hui xin's clothes got problem xD NO MAN ALLOWED TO STEP IN


the next day i got from fb kin gwn cut 5 cakes in 1 day.. haha.. good lah show off~~

sweetheart thx for the valentine's day :) love it..

it's totally out of my mind n i'm still thinking is it real?

:) thx

u being busy nowadays.. take care*

yesterday went Museum Orang Asli == i thought is Museum ORANG UTAN
some more it's heavy rain we took more then an hour to get there..

but we all slept in the bus lah damn nice~~~~~~~

*jump jump**

after all the visitation we found out 3 out of 4 visitation were raining ==
sad siaol~~~~~

i don wan to fall sick le....

73rd

keep playing with music this few day.. ahhaa my blog death.. blek..

oh well,
no guys who will like girls that lack of confident (that's wat i think, unless some special case gua..) who cares..

oh nana.. btw, the Awesome performance was awesome!
the kids in chee wen so cute!! omg.. start wah-ing from the 1st jump until the last pyramid..

and then for class last week we actually went Batu Caves.. n it actually rainnnnnnn..
=)
playing in the rain..
*i'm singin in the rain, just singin' in the rain~
with this glorious feeling n i happy again
i'm laughing at cloud so dark, up above
the sun's in my heart
n i'm ready for love*
lucky i never fall sick cause of this.

i think my friend willing to play with me in the rain.. haha so call "romantic"

other than that everything was fine.. ya.. think so.. so far so good.. lol..

n i back to my R&B music..
usher raymond, ne-yo..
usher got a really nice voice but not only in pop music also in R&B.
R&B i can listen to it all the time n enjoy myself, before sleep, while i walking.. relax n enjoy..
pop music also my another choice but R&B more meaning full?
i got no idea.. i almost done everything according to my mood.
Taylor swift also another good choice.
her song "mine" remind me of something.. else :)
n those party song will be third..

a lit of music is good for me while i'm doing my work, make me feel time passed faster n finish faster also..
but the bad thing is when i put on my ear phone i will totally live in my own world.. rarely looks around n see wat's going on.. ahaha..

*hug* i miss u now

72nd

I'm singin' in the rain,
just singin' in the rain.
with this sadly feeling n i move on again.
i laughing at clouds
so dark, up above.
I'm singin' n just singin' in the rain


walk in the rain during batu caves time.. it's fun. something bothering my mind..
but during the time when i just think of i want to get to the top of batu caves i did it.. i do put it aside..
i had change my raining song d..
last time will sing 'xia yu tian' but it's a really sad song..
now change to GLEE singing in the rain remix umbrella..
should be a happy song cause it's like happy n really for love..
but so n so i change it into sad song again..

currently my mind is in a mess..
like a cupboard which mix up with all the out fit..
is it my problem? i feels like I'm putting my self in trouble..
i'm afraid...... yes i do

71st

no matter how sad i am when i with u,
u will create laughter for me..

do u know the best thing about u? is u can easily make me smile..

actually.. u never promise me anything n i don dare to ask for it too..
cause i feel wat i had now is more then over for this moment..
so really don need to rush..
enjoy the moment..
shouldn't that greedy

short n this is my feeling right now, this moment..

70th

泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情

我才终于明白
奔不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱
我不痛
我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

请告诉她
我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉她
我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答
别告诉她
我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答

sry i might broke the promise..
although u said don cry don waste the tears but i do..
don need to say sry to me, i should thx u for being honest to me better then lie to me..
when 1st time i read the text i thought i can handle it as good as how i perform..
but when i'm alone the feeling is killing me..
its hurts, yes, it is..
nobody's wrong just u been a head of me, maybe i can't follow ur step.
u come i leave, i'm back u leave.
actually just like wat i told before.. i don expect for anything.. but maybe i just too greedy n in the end i hurt myself back..
maybe wat i had before was too much for me n now they want to take it away one by one from me..
sry i cry...