21st

we looks like couple isn't? omg.... haha..

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this morning i got a very good mood. cause our staff from Taiwan finally here!!

so happy~~~

been long time waiting for it..

i saw.... food!!!!

yeah yeah.. my shoes es!!!!!!!


happy with holding it in my hand

can't wait to open...

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Yesterday went Redbox together with kar foong.. haha.. we make there as our playground x)

in the room only got both of us. well, it cause us more crazy.. n this room beside the toilet only so less ppl passed by actually XD

n that's three mics.. so each of us hold one n she said:还有一个给‘好兄弟’ ==

choi!!!!!!!!!!!! walao wei..

i shout out loud: if i saw anyone extra in the cctv singing with us i knock u!!

other than this, we went kimgary to have out lunch.. it was the 1st time we having lunch there but not rushing.. LOL..

but they all seen busy.. no fun LOL.. a bit tak biasa with it

Went OSIM to visit Connie, teman her bank in then go window shopping XD teman her try shoes.. heels!!!!! haha.. n she force me to drink the super duper bitter herbal tea from 恭和堂. omg...... suddenly feel like the kokfa tea taste so good after i try my cup of herbal tea..

if they don force me to drink i guess i can hold it on all the way until redbox there..

foong foong n Iit was kar foong's idea but the sofa not long enough LOL

the food which is we can't finish during kimgary n we bring it along.. but after few hours it's like...

ermm... never mind..

love kar foong.. haha

yeah~!

haha.. 小猪 Show.. see, how swweeett is it.. wkaka

SS

poserrr

p-p-p-poker face she's gonna love nobody

poserrr

sing sing

don worry i took this picture my self == not 'good brother'

playground~~~~~

enjoy.....

we sang a lot a lot of songs but cause only two ppl singing n i just get well from sick thankx to Connie == force me to drink the super bitter herbal tea n we can sing non-stop for it..

saw Chin Hau while waiting for bus.. n it's raining.. miss cheer.... well.. here i go

20th

咳 咳 咳。。
4天了啦。。心，肺，血都要出来了啦 T.T
真的好辛苦。
超级讨厌的，真的真的好辛苦。肺和喉咙超不舒服的。

刚从JB回来，想一想。
外公都去世6年了。 所以咯！不要吸烟！！！
我的堂哥（ah boy x)）跟着我们上来Subang了。要读书嘛。
所以经Kevin的介绍我们今天去了一家厨师学院的开放日。

还有我告诉我妈妈不要先吃早餐，果然啊！超多试吃的。
从中式点心，日式茶碗蒸，西式前菜，蛋糕，甜甜圈，面包，沙爹，意大利面～！
最糟我咳嗽很多不敢碰 （-.-）
好饱 （n_n)～～ 当时超希望有两个胃。哈哈
他的甜甜圈很好吃，外表酥酥一咬是绵的。好好吃～！ oyishi~! (*^~^*)
我们心想以后靠你啦ah boy～！xD

之后去sunway看戏，Alice in the wonderland。不错叻但是我弟弟说闷。讨厌～！
pyramid也没什么走到，累叻。。。

去pasar malam，我真的很尽责的叻。但是我堂哥好像不用我的帮助。。更好 XD
还有希望我弟弟的眼睛可以放大一点，看清楚一点 ==

最近一直在找让我的头发更强壮，皮肤不要那么干的方法。。真爱美，但没办法。很不能接受头法比以前差，脸比以前干。讨厌。 (>.<)

人与人相处为什么要闹到这样，我不准任何人羞辱我的朋友。任何人都不可以！
只要我人定他是我朋友我都会帮和保护他们。就算我帮不上忙我也愿意聆听只要你肯对我说，好吗。可能我很容易相信别人，因为我认为我们是朋友。只要你肯说，我都愿意相信。
所以，我不能够接受被人欺骗。
应该听过‘狼来了’的故事吧？
还有做人要有点责任感好不好？对人对事都一样

P/S：就让它过去吧，放手对自己好过点。我已经不能再一次被狠狠的甩破了，我也不要，也不稀罕！！就像被丢掉的娃娃；拿回来又整样？被扯破的地方难道就没有被缝过的痕迹吗？记得，我没欠你任何东西，我也不需要你的同情和可怜。我一点都不想回到过去。
我讨厌会令我不舒服的感觉。。开开心心就好了嘛，中学都毕业了接受新的人；新的东东更好。

19th

don feel like talking now.. wat the hell...

U!! STUPID!!!!!!! chi kei lee why u so dumb T.T
because of ur stupid action n it can make u lost 30 bucks reload..

lol..
it happen an hour ago..
foong n i on the phone talking about tomorrow cause thankx to my mom my singk gaigai plan have to be cancel.. ==
n half way my phone out of credit n i do remember that's a reload card in my beg.
i took it out n the stupid thing was too sharp nnnnnn
out of 14 digits..3 digits blur.. n i don know it's zero,three, five, or watever number can it be..
aaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
wat the hell!!!
i hate u i hate u i hate u!
it took me more then half hour to try n unblock it for 2 times..
ssshhhhuuuuuttttttt!

hiahz.. too bad lah.. tomorrow only call the stupid maxis center to found out some solution.. ==

today last day for jefferson a d..
n boss san show me a big smile == i was like huh? ==?? wat's going on..
n the topic that kak that all talking is like.... under 18th.. omgg..
ah, i had changed my hair colour yesterday X) thankx Rex for doing a great job n make us into the VIP room XD love it~

April's fool a d le.. but no mood lah..
stupid card..
stupid.. make me can't go singk..
stupid.. make me feel headache..
stupid.. make me feel useless..

why do i care so much? i'm human ok? wat do u wan from me?
watever lah.. don know, don care~!

tomorrow (or maybe today) going to johor a d lu.. foong if u wan to follow just come lah ==

18th

yeah yeah 开始倒数吧!!
3~~~ 2~~~ 1~~~~
开始要变成无业游民了~~

3 more days to go!! n i'm totally free~!!
omgg.... i'm shouting 'wan shui' from the bottom of my heart..
so happy..

3 months working... happy? got lah.. unhappy? ofcause got lah dumb..
kinda speechless qith my life now..
lol..
now relax le.. go working just work as a part timer only.. (really)
ppl say ok i say ok, any question? no no..
haha easy life..
just 3 more days n i can move on to next step a d =)

n i gonna learn a lots of new stuff n have a good starting..

17th

Songs.... is a very good molody to release ur stress. But songs also can be a very good memorise. For me, difference song difference ppl..

S.H.E -- Foong n Connie
Empty, Jenny -- Karuna
'Fong" (maple) -- Jia Yi
身骑白马 -- Kevin
说好的幸福呢 -- Zhi Wei
Sorry sorry -- Amirul
失落沙洲 --Hui Xin

It's good to rmb ur frineds but for couple once break up... hahaha.. quite sad lo..
u will feel like spoil the speaker or hate that songs.. lol..

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25th of mac

early in the morning went seafield with my mom..
aarrrr, miss my form 5 life soooo much..

went ice skating with xin n i saw!! vi jin n ken!! n also aliff...
wat the hell how many months never see u all a d wei.. XD haha
so happy..
n finally now i dare to skate a bit a d.. last time always hold (grap) my friends' hand n don wan to let it go only XD
n i guess i can be better =P

teman connie makan for a while then go gaigai with foong n xin..
went kitschen~~ haha our playground~ woohoo..
ya lah have to buy some tee for college mah..
passed by Jefferson n i don wan to walk in!!
so... escape to PDI hehe.. met kevin's friend n he's last day == swt''
n xin still..... asking everyone to help her to finish her homework ==

went kimgary to have a drink.. yes... kimgary again...==
i guess the ppl who work there see my face until sien a d lo..
n they go drop down their name n liquid it on xin's paper XD damn cute..

n finally we understand why ppl say like that a d..

last time although we hate exam n the school rules but everyday we r around our friends..

happness, sadness.. haihz..

miss 5G!!!!
after that.. SHOW TIME~ redbox~!
but everyone go redbox firstly sure unhappy de lo..
cause of the service there.. lol..

at last went 5G class party for a short while.. [SORRY~!!!!!!]
the BBQ chicken YUMMY~!! can buka kedai a d XD
sorry for ffk for yamcha.. really tired a d.. n my foot aching ><>
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i serious don know wat i wan now..
actually sometimes feel like i already got wat i wan i'm happy with wat i got but..
just feel like lack of something.....

'something'..
wat's the 'something' mean? *sigh*

i hope i can got my answer soon.. really really hope so..
i pray for it..

feel like the heart so empty.. something missing..

wat my heart want... n wat i wan.. really hope can found out an answer..

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n i know i suit Cold colour but feel like trying other style.. lol.. but pls don cross my line ok a d =P

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独送昏暗莫离的风 回忆里被爱
那股激动 天色好红
温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容
一起活在这城市迷宫 提起你名字
心还跳动 却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂 走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择 但思念还转动

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔

当又一次美梦落空 回忆里被爱
那股激动 天色好红
温柔好浓 在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么 让彼此选择 又不仅是尊重

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手 却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔 最温柔

不能握的手 从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着 依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手 却比爱人更长久
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的拥有 最永久
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16th

Connie n Hui Xin

long time never updated my daily photo a d..

thankx to hui xin cause she loves to take picture a lot.. [really a lot..]

so... if u see most of the photo hui xin will be in don surprise.. haha..

kiss~~

redbox.. crytal's sweet 18th..

in..... redbox toilet lol..

Love is in the air~
haha.. ask the staff from redbox to take for us..

Jefferson.. casue i'm working there so my friend will come visit me n non-stop taking photo..

because in Jefferson SWP that's super duper lots of mirror..

mirror mirror

can't believe we r using Vivian's laptop to make a reflation

random.... ahhh.. don bite me~~ XD~

nita's sweet 18th.. at BBQ plaza SWP

daily photo..

Kevin so semangat but i'm...... hehe

Steven (up left) n Kar Xin (bottom centre).. treat Jefferson as their playground.. lol..

yummy.. Valentine's day but we r.... lol..

15th

Wat i am trying to prove in those days?
To prove that without all this i can be better, i will be better, 会活得更好。。
只会更好。

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23/03/2010

today try to drive.. oh my god... the 3 hours a bit bored.. n the whole hall i'm the only chinese...
swt lah wei..

1st time driving.. [not kidding]
although my family got extra car but my mom just don allow me try..
she said without L or P if u drive tough wood kena bang or something AIA wont do anything..
lol.. end up... mean.....
'if u die cannot get money from AIA'
*heart breaker* ==

less then 2 hours n he let me go on the road a d.. oh my....
haha actually quite easy lah just have to used to it that's all..
1st day try then used g3 a d.. lol..

so..... after i resign my job then i got time to do watever i wan a d.. with money in my pocket XD

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不懂是小说看太多还是听歌听太多。。
终觉得。。 ermm..
怪怪的。 说不上伤心，说不上 ermm...
不晓得。
但是情绪起伏很大，还是说女生都是这样啊?



this is the original video from lady gaga n beyonce..
omgg.. can see how scary that a girl can be..
so.. when they said stop calling stop calling, just stop calling ==
but if u really really don call them anymore they will be more mad..
damn wat the hell right.. haha.. but too bad XP

n i don think this video can be play in malaysia.. kind of.. under 18.. lol..