14th

第14个 post 了。。

14 对我来说真的很特别。


2月14 --情人节 (当然，是 for 有情人的人)
3月14 -- 白色情人节 (for 情人的回礼)
4月14 --黑色情人节 (for 我们这些单身寡佬大喊单身万岁)
5月14 --记录着 ‘你又老了’ 的残忍节日 ==

终于终于炒了老板鱿鱼。你们这样对人咄咄逼人看谁要帮你卖命。XP

还有，我已经是 Taylor's 的学生了。爸爸松了一口气，因为他怕我又会临时改变主意 ==
July intake。 因为有重要的东东要做。

10th of May Connie & Foong 就要去 TARC 了。 超舍不得的。。。 =~=
终于，要帮我的头发放上新的颜色， 和 Foong 一起 =)
不过还是很想念我的长发。快点长啦!!!

我和 Xin 在 Taylor's, Foong & Coonie 在 TARC。一半叻。。
最近我们满迷SASA的，因为真的很值得。跟平常比啦。
买够过后我的宅女生活要开始了。因为真的很晒，不是我大小姐。和以前比现在的太阳晒在皮肤上会有刺痛。恐怖。。


Erm.. 对于爱情嘛。。周围德人都会问但是我和 Connie 的答案都是一样。
不是说完全的死心，ermm， 更多是没信心吧。。
还是说目前来说有朋友就够了?
不懂啦，现在的情形很不稳定。
爱情对于我很奢侈。
爱情最怕三心二意，专一这个词都不懂还有没有呢。
最近妈妈问我喜欢整样的男生，心里闪过了危险的气息
心想:"不要乱来"但是还好，她问爽 ==

突然很想听周杰伦的夜曲。可能因为歌词的关系吧。。

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为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲， 纪念我死去的爱情。

跟夜风一样的声音，心碎得很好听。

手在键盘敲很轻，我给的思念很小心。

你埋葬的地方叫幽灵。

为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲，纪念我死去的爱情。

而我为你隐姓埋名，在月光下弹琴。

对你心跳的感应，还是如此温热清晰。

你那鲜红的唇印。

13th

做工那超烦的。。
我可不是无病呻吟，而是我们哑巴吃黄莲有苦不能说!

一个月里被强迫没有假期，等店renovation才能有假。。haihz..
不差啦，都要不做了。

你!竟然敢叫我肥?? 好吧，我要给你好看 [那时当场决定 ==]

SI Kevin say if some time u also lazy to make up d better don get a lens.. lol...
i just say the colour lens very nice only.. but true also XP hehe

after put on ,make up have to remove de le ''Ah Siang (Sir)'' = =

i wan to change my hair colour~ but but... no time for now... (uuurrrrgghhh!)
errmm wat colour shall i use le?

just finish watching SNSD new mv Oh!
in the end of video they pop out two type of SNSD but i would like to be the right hand side one XP

12th

got a heavy headache yesterday..

aaahhhh... i hate this..



was chit chatting with Raj last night n it's all about friendship n education..

kind of sick so not going to Jefferson today but i think my mom will bring me to Mid Valley for the education fair.. i got to know this because of a lecture from limkokwing told me.

****

~after~

feel super bad now.. cause it's so expensive!
diploma + degree.. haihz..

in the end.. tourism ---> event management..
the KDU ppl said it's a bit like PR.. == n i turn my head to my mom n show a (==) face..

tar quite cheap but 1stly far.. 2ndly they don have the class that i wan i guess.. or else kampar.. which is my hometown there.. LOL..

Taylor's can give better offer n also the location but the most expensive out of all..
KDU not bad also.. cheaper (compare to Taylor's) but a bit far.. at Damansara.. n if register earlier can get cheaper also.. but just imaging that everyday have to drive to damansara n come back to subang.. it's $$money$$ also..

new inti don have the course in new inti subang jaya..
or else.. ony hotel management which is name Genting Inti.. Location: Genting ==

my ghost..... why that is so many thing to think about ps: money..
pps: money..
ppps: money..

uurrrrggghhh.. some more i'm not smart == or else... haihz... don wan to say a d..

11th

never know that after getting result will create more problems..

since last month never off a d le.. very tired de lo..
some more now fann about school n intake..

1stly say PR very good then i choose MS lo.. suddenly say why the school so far so dangerous..
==

of cause i know international college better right but look at the fees man [woman]..

suddenly said ' we "hope' u can study management'
wat the.... before that said PA not good.. fine.. change.. HM too expensive.. fine, change..
said we wont do anything u have to choose urself.. but now 'we "hope" u can bla bla bla'
if wan to help me choose just told me earlier lah I'm ok with it de mah..

haihz..

but yet.. next next week i will got my been long time waiting---- 4 days holiday.. (22th till 25th~)

in 4 days time i don know how many college that i can go also..

taylor's? don know.. will go see how's tarc going on.. inti maybe?

22nd teman my mum..
23rd running over..
24th 6 hours..

this 3 days sure full a d..

left only one day can play.. the that guy say left it for him.. haha.. [jk lah i guess]
n they r really fun though.. =) nah nah nah, give u guys a Star* XD~

time pass so fast.. but kevin said i like small girl, Xiao Mei Mei.. swt~~!!!!!!!!!
why~??? = =

think is fake me wan lah.. XD
i'm 18th soon wei..

aahhh, gonna stop working soon liao.. hao se bu de ni men~ sob..sob..**
i will miss u guys i promise this promises XP

stop being sad n we can't change the history..

*sigh*

btw, so lonely~! c'mon let' huggggg~~~~pillow! XD

wat to do... wakakakakaa..

enjoy single life ba~! *muax* nite zzZ

10th

不是很满意自己的成绩。。烂。
有点不开心。。

但过去了嘛。。想想未来更好。
终算放下一颗心里的石头。。

未来会更好!!! fighting~!

为我好。。。。。不要再问了!!!! XP

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喜欢双手环抱着膝盖的感觉；

感觉上这样就可以为自己立下结界，自我保护。

喜欢在高处双脚摇摇往下看，地理因素我占最强。但会有往下跳的冲动。

高处不胜寒但高处显得安宁，而我不安宁的心灵也会被安抚。

真的有必要做到四月半吗?是为朋友?良心?还是金钱的欲望?

喜欢躲在树下，感觉上强大粗壮的树干是我的避风港；多在树上又有掩饰的作用。

所谓:人往高处走，水往底处流，这不是人生生存的车票吗?

责任?这表面以显得不平凡的字可以杀人于无形呢! 真讽刺。。

命运被握在他人手中的感觉真差。。。

梦想与金钱不能作比较吗?

好苦涩的感觉。。。

9th

stupid wei.. damn scared.. haihz.. although i know i can't do anything n it's already became a history in my life..
but i just trying to escape from the real world..

i wish i can just stay in my own world, use my speed to move on.
enjoy the little peaceful in my dream although it's short..
maybe I'm too greedy n don wan to stay awake..

in this 2 months time I'm enjoying my work time. working really can make a person grown up in a short time..
if i never work i will never know n maybe still being a 'little girl'
think of this world just like as simple as i though but actually it's not..
u can see the ppl fighting between power n money..
drama but it's true..

pop 2 months time had pass.. n it will never come back.
i don know how tomorrow looks like but i know it's will come n i can't do anything to make it stop or pause..

ppl said life like drama but we just can't stop moving on..

don wan to let it go but can't do anything... is it because of I'm not strong enough?

but i can feel the time had knock my door n said:'time up'

i need to be stronger, i have to be stronger...

8th

my ghost.. this few day the thing that i can do to release my stress r-----
guess wat? ice-cream, chocolate n shopping. = =

ermm.. this few day i went... Puma, SubZero, SaSa, Tough, Kitschen.. lol..
super duper enjoying shopping but the money in the pocket will be another problem.. haha..
n i can't stop with chocolate n ice-cream.. sweet stuff will makes me forgot about wat is going on for now..

but getting fat lah dummyyy..

no off day for this month so now when i break time together with foong n connie we will go walk walk, window shopping n check out their new stock.. haha.. if really like it just buy lo.. haha of cause only useful stuff.. ermm.. think so..? xP

went kmg saw wendy was there also.. n the edwin arrr = = damn lame...

n i realize i quite lucky de lo..
other ppl can't get 'delivery'.. like gasoline never get delivery but maybe i lucky or something that guy maybe know I'm out of time n he offer make delivery for me..
n even pants can get delivery also.. swt'' really lazy to get it mah.. but damn cool wei~!!

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haihz.. they're true.. wat would happen if i choose plan A n plan B?
wat I'm waiting for now?
hiahz..
actually i'm dream about my college life it's full of fun, met new ppl new stuff..
n i can go for cheer here n there bla bla bla..

now just waiting for me to throw out the letter to shop.. ''fire the boss'' xD haha
mafan lo.. they said have to do it 1 month before the date.. swt~!

i believe future is in our hand but yet sometimes we need some luck, some ppl who help us n pull us up..

But,
这世界没有偶然只有必然
i know i can make it

haihz.. damn emo wei..